al-laddin
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 10, 2014
- Messages
- 500
Im in a horribly depressed shit fucking mood....have been for several days. Im having financial troubles and I want nothing more than to feel inspired as I havnt felt this "stuck" and depressed in ....well, I cant remember the last time Ive felt this down. Its like the stress is crippling to the point where I don't feel like I can get out of my situation. Like when I try and focus I feel pain and panic. Its quite similar to the desperation one feels when one loses a loved one.
So I have access to some mushrooms. I don't want to use them as an escape. Alcohol and other numbing drugs do just fine for that but they get me no where fast. I would like to use psilocybin as a source of inspiration and as an antidepressant. My current state of depression is not "chemical". Its more from a series of events much in the "when it rains, its pours" type of way. I guess everything is chemical but this is a result of events.
So after these new scientific studies resulting in positive results in regards to mental health, Im wondering if the mind set is all that important to do some mental cleansing work. I mean we have all heard the infamous mantra "set and setting" but the studies Ive read about were done on terminally ill patients in which Im assuming mind set is far from "appropriate". So I ask you people of bluelight is this recommended? Have any of you had success treating your own issues this way or am I better off not messing with this stuff in such a state of mind?
So I have access to some mushrooms. I don't want to use them as an escape. Alcohol and other numbing drugs do just fine for that but they get me no where fast. I would like to use psilocybin as a source of inspiration and as an antidepressant. My current state of depression is not "chemical". Its more from a series of events much in the "when it rains, its pours" type of way. I guess everything is chemical but this is a result of events.
So after these new scientific studies resulting in positive results in regards to mental health, Im wondering if the mind set is all that important to do some mental cleansing work. I mean we have all heard the infamous mantra "set and setting" but the studies Ive read about were done on terminally ill patients in which Im assuming mind set is far from "appropriate". So I ask you people of bluelight is this recommended? Have any of you had success treating your own issues this way or am I better off not messing with this stuff in such a state of mind?