So I stopped using meth for a few days. There was a forty bag in my purse I must forgotten about or lost. My memory on this shit is horrible I'm assuming that's where the word dope comes from. On to the current situation at hand after finding the 40 bag I added a very small amount of coke to thinking no big deal it's probably cut with it anyways.... It still didn't really get me high like coke. I'm pretty certain now that the ADHD and Wellbutrin I'm on counter acts the drug. I was just tired and need to get it into fast pace. So my deadly novice mistake was taking a 5hr energy. I be came dizzy,light headed, arms were going numb, uncontrollable shakes and tremors, my heart was racing and it was all I could do to force myself not to pass out. I layer down and could not get up for a few hours. I was drinking as much water as possible. Went to the bathroom a few times which was near impossible to make it there. I had Gatorade downstairs and had a friend come over she brought me the Gatorade and cold wash cloths and kept me awake. I'm assuming that was a moderate overdose. Later in the night I was feeling better and had some yogurt a protein drink and energy bar. Took some Benz and was afraid to fall asleep but here I am to live another day.
im still very light headed not thinking to clearly but brain function is good. Did my weekly budget. Got up to get the iPad and thought I was going to faint. So back in bed I stay. My kidneys are soRe a bit of lower back pain very moderate though.
my question is now what? When will I be okay? Like Able to drive and go to work? Walk without feeling like I'm going to pass out, drive to a grocery store?
what is the bounce back period? Then detoxing? What to expect what to take to help the symptoms. I'm already on Wellbutrin I was thinking of doubling up on that and the Risperdone. Will aderal help if I can find some?
scared and stupid.. Ashamed and disgusted with myself. I pray that scared me enough to stop....
total moderate meth use use for a month and I'm addicted? It doesn't even work right on me... I'll go back to coke to bypass the cravings. I've always been able to control the coke and stop for long periods of time.
please advise ASAP....
BELLA
im still very light headed not thinking to clearly but brain function is good. Did my weekly budget. Got up to get the iPad and thought I was going to faint. So back in bed I stay. My kidneys are soRe a bit of lower back pain very moderate though.
my question is now what? When will I be okay? Like Able to drive and go to work? Walk without feeling like I'm going to pass out, drive to a grocery store?
what is the bounce back period? Then detoxing? What to expect what to take to help the symptoms. I'm already on Wellbutrin I was thinking of doubling up on that and the Risperdone. Will aderal help if I can find some?
scared and stupid.. Ashamed and disgusted with myself. I pray that scared me enough to stop....
total moderate meth use use for a month and I'm addicted? It doesn't even work right on me... I'll go back to coke to bypass the cravings. I've always been able to control the coke and stop for long periods of time.
please advise ASAP....
BELLA