General Heroin #19 v. Posting Between the Nods

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Yeah after having been using for a while, going through many on and offs, you become dependent again so quickly. Unless you're using literally only once or twice a week (and good luck with that ha), you'll pick up a habit again. It begins to only take a couple days of using in a row, even moderate using, to wake up strung out the next day.

It's a bitch.
 
^ when i do a bundle in 2 days (pretty much a half bun in a day 2 days in a row) can w/d come back? my legs always hurt from my kneecaps down and maybe some sweaty hand but thats it really. i can deal with it but my legs hurt so bad after use. i work outside 6 days a week and when do dope at work i tend to push myself harder cuz i dont feel as many aches and pains. do you think its just regular aches and me pushing harder while high? i think it is and try to stay thinking that way because your mind is a powerful thing imo.

ot: i did 4 bags of dope and got 4 more. my legs dont hurt anymore but dope is also a cure all. the other thing is that i dont really drink water unless im high on opies or its in my tea mix that i mix up a pitcher with at work. im drinking waer now and will try to drink alot of it tonight and tommorrow to but when i go back to just smoking weed and cigs water does not tend to make my cotton mouth better, just worse unfortunately.
 
Getting my hands on half of a 100mcg/hour Mylan fent patch this afternoon. I know to take it easy with the stuff, but being something that I've never tried before, I'm a little nervous. I know it's more sedating than euphoric from what I hear. Just gonna start small and put a strip of the patch between the cheek and gums (buccal ROA I believe) and go from there.

Really curious to see how this stuff compares to other full agonists...
 
Effect- be very careful with fent. It's actually pretty late now so you may have already done it but let us know how it was. A couple years ago I got 3 boxes of the Watsons 100mcg/hr gel patches for $10 a box. The guy I got them from had them left at his door by UPS by accident (delivered to the wrong address-LOL) along with 2 bottles of blue a215's, 90 in each bottle, that I bought for $90 per bottle. What a great wrong delivery, heh, for that guy but more so for me because he really didn't know what he had come across. He just asked me what they were worth and I told him I would give him those amounts and he very happily accepted. I sold 15 blues and made my money back and kept the rest all for my self. At the time though I honestly didn't know how much fent patches were worth until I looked them up online. But anyways, I chased an extremely tiny dot of the fent gel off of foil and it knocked me on my ass so fast and hard, I literally fell over and I wasn't unconscious, but just in complete euphoric sedation and while I was laying there I remember thinking that I was dead but I still felt so good and didn't care if I was, but I couldn't move for what seemed like an hour but I honestly don't remember how long it actually was. When I finally was able to move it was just enough to vomit uncontrollably for 10 minutes followed by laying on the couch trying not to nod off afraid that if I did I wouldn't wake up. I finally did nod off and wake up a several hours later with a horrible headache. That was from a dot the size of a grain of rice.
 
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That's lot like winning the lottery. I'm still waiting for the day when I'm out for a walk and I stumble across a key of weed, coke, or dope. Or maybe I'll get a package accidentally sent to my house like the guy in your post. Either way I'm hoping it happens at least once. I would be so happy. If it did happen I'm pretty sure that once I realized what it was I would suddenly break into dance. It just seems like one of those times that you would have to break into dance because you're so fucking excited. I day dream about this often.
 
Oh man what a crazy mix up, the dude probably thought sweet im getting 200$! Lucky bastard you are.
 
^ LMFAO @ breaking into dance, the guy was a friend from work and he lived like 5 blocks from one of the jobsites we worked on a couple years ago so I'd go over to his house and have a few beers with him on Fridays. The day he showed me the box and it's contents, I was so fucking jealous, I wanted to leave. We weren't close enough friends that I wanted to ask him to sell me some and he would know I fucked around with that shit. And when he showed me, he didn't bring it up in a manner that he was happy about the contents or even if he knew what the stuff was. And the whole time I was there, the box was sitting on an end table taunting me. Finally after a few.hours of drinking he grabs the box and kinda nervously goes, "so, do you know if this stuff is worth anything?" I literally had to hide my total fucking excitement and hold myself back from getting the biggest shit eating grin as I said, "yeah, I think so, you gotta know the right people who fuck with that kinda stuff. I have a friend that would probably pay a $2 each for those oxy things." Then I sent a fake text to that "friend" and confirmed he'd pay $2 each and offered him a buck each right there for them and he was happy as hell to sell them. Then the fent patches I had only heard of and really didn't know anyone who ever had them but just offered him another $30 for them and he took it. When I left his house that night with all that I was probably the happiest person in the world at that exact moment.
 
I got a hold of one of them years ago,i just stuck to my shoulder,and it was weak,didnt really do much,but I didnt bang dope them.
 
^you're saying you didn't get anything out of oxy? It's a fairly strong opiate, that's surprising, especially if you're saying you got 30mg pills (which I doubt, if you got them for a one-off injury).

Dude, I would be too, that's incredible. That's a ridiculous amount of oxycodone. And if he didn't know any different, than everyone comes out a winner.
 
Why couldn't I get a box of narcotics delivered to my house. Some people have all the luck except for the poor bastard that went into withdrawal waiting for his pills and patches.
 
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Ha right? My mailman would get one hell of a Christmas bonus if I got a nice mistaken opiate delivery.
 
Why couldn't I get a box of narcotics delivered to my house. Some people have all the luck except for the poor bastard that went into withdrawal waiting for his pills and patches.

Can you imagine the emails that went twixt buyer and seller? Wonder how they settled it. Damn USPS,if they don't outright steal them 'in transit' you can always count on em fuckin up the delivery,sometimes. I remember screamin at my wife when she didn't stop to pick up a box wrapped in Christmas paper lying on the side of a road once. I was sure it had cash or drugs in it but alas I never found out which.
 
This is why I would never count on mail order drugs. At least opiates other stuff I probably would but not opiates hell no.
 
Hopefully it was a mailorder pharmacy so the poor guy(or woman) could get their shiz. Maybe they were a cancer patidnt or some shiz. Or just a run o the mill junkie.
 
WDs coming back quickly once you've been addicted is one of the reasons quitting opiates is really hard. You can go through all the pain of quitting, but then a few days of abusing and you're starting to feel symptoms come back. It's not like you'd be in full blown WD, but it comes on much, much quicker once you've already been there before.

Maybe you'll be able to use here and there, but using 3 nights a week seems like way too often if you're trying to avoid addiction and dependency issues. Even once a week I think is too much. I can't speak for everyone on here, but I can guess that close to 100% of the people posting on this thread have tried to use recreationally again after being addicted. It might be alright for a few weeks, but for me at least, it always lead back to physical dependency.

Once you've been addicted it's very hard to go back to infrequent use.

I would say that once every 10 days is the most frequent one can use while avoiding physical dependence, but first they should take at least a 2 week break (preferably a month) to make sure they aren't dependent anymore. This is of course talking about people like ourselves that have already had habits.

People that have never been physically dependent on opiates can probably use twice a week [once every 3-4 days] without becoming dependent but if you have had a habit before then even once every 4 days is too often, not to mention it's very unlikely for an addict to be able to control their use this well.

Effect- be very careful with fent. It's actually pretty late now so you may have already done it but let us know how it was. A couple years ago I got 3 boxes of the Watsons 100mcg/hr gel patches for $10 a box. The guy I got them from had them left at his door by UPS by accident (delivered to the wrong address-LOL) along with 2 bottles of blue a215's, 90 in each bottle, that I bought for $90 per bottle. What a great wrong delivery, heh, for that guy but more so for me because he really didn't know what he had come across. He just asked me what they were worth and I told him I would give him those amounts and he very happily accepted. I sold 15 blues and made my money back and kept the rest all for my self. At the time though I honestly didn't know how much fent patches were worth until I looked them up online. But anyways, I chased an extremely tiny dot of the fent gel off of foil and it knocked me on my ass so fast and hard, I literally fell over and I wasn't unconscious, but just in complete euphoric sedation and while I was laying there I remember thinking that I was dead but I still felt so good and didn't care if I was, but I couldn't move for what seemed like an hour but I honestly don't remember how long it actually was. When I finally was able to move it was just enough to vomit uncontrollably for 10 minutes followed by laying on the couch trying not to nod off afraid that if I did I wouldn't wake up. I finally did nod off and wake up a several hours later with a horrible headache. That was from a dot the size of a grain of rice.

Was it legit prescriptions maybe from some Florida pill mills or something?

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That's lot like winning the lottery. I'm still waiting for the day when I'm out for a walk and I stumble across a key of weed, coke, or dope. Or maybe I'll get a package accidentally sent to my house like the guy in your post. Either way I'm hoping it happens at least once. I would be so happy. If it did happen I'm pretty sure that once I realized what it was I would suddenly break into dance. It just seems like one of those times that you would have to break into dance because you're so fucking excited. I day dream about this often.

The best free stash that I got was back in like 2005-2006 when my friend got it from someone that had died from cancer. My friend was there consoling his girlfriend whose mother had died, and since his gf's brother was a recovering drug addict the family asked my friend and one of the cousins or something to round up all the drugs and dispose of them. They threw everything in a black garbage bag and dumped it in a McDonald's dumpster, then returned back to the house at which time my friend came up with some excuse to leave.

He called me up all excited asking if anyone was home at my house, and when I told him 'no' he informed me that he would be arriving shortly with a huge bag of assorted pharmaceutical drugs. When he came through we had gone downstairs where this fairytale played out. We were dropping pills all over but just laughed about it since there were so many.

We had crushed up a few 40mg OxyContin pills so we had something to do while figuring out what we had and what to do with it. Every prescription was just about full, so Idk if the woman just didn't take them or if they had just been filled like 2 days before she died.

The final tally was something like 90 1mg xanax, 90 40mg OxyContin (they were the generic ones that were oblong and marked ' 93' on one side and '32' on the other, and although the were bigger than the name brand pills they were definitely crushable / abusable), 120 5mg hydrocodone, 60 10mg hydrocodone, and then a handful of fentanyl patches and some tramadol. This was in June so it made for a hell of a summer.

Can you imagine the emails that went twixt buyer and seller? Wonder how they settled it. Damn USPS,if they don't outright steal them 'in transit' you can always count on em fuckin up the delivery,sometimes. I remember screamin at my wife when she didn't stop to pick up a box wrapped in Christmas paper lying on the side of a road once. I was sure it had cash or drugs in it but alas I never found out which.

Or maybe there was a head in it like in the movie 'Seven.'
Whoever mailed that box of drugs should have split it up rather than putting all their eggs in one basket so to speak.

If I'm ever sick and just got several bags left with the last of my funds I always sacrifice a little from the rush to split it up so if god forbid I spill it or something I at least get to use the part of the batch as to avoid getting sick right then and there. You never know when you might spill a shot, contaminate it in some way, etc... So it's good to have some back-up.
 
Once you've been addicted it's very hard to go back to infrequent use.

This is The Inconvenient Truth about heroin. I remember when I first started, I already knew I loved opiates, and I'd already experienced withdrawal from pills, so I was careful about only using as a special treat, every few days. Then I had one weekend where I just decided I didn't give a fuck, I wanted to stay high, and I haven't been able to use recreationally/chip since then. It's all or nothing, either I'm using every day to avoid getting sick, or I'm completely abstinent. I really wish I could find a place where I can take it or leave it, or somehow not have to face the consequence of withdrawals, but that's completely wishful thinking. I'm either addicted, or in recovery- I guess that's just my body's biology now.
 
^^ Truth. I'm coming to realize that I'm not gonna be able to just use a few nights a week. Especially with all the dope I have just sitting around right now. Deep down, I already knew that it wasn't probable, but I wanted it to be. So now I have a choice to make. I know what I should do, and it's kinda what I want to do, but shit, this fucking devil drug makes whag should be easy decisions so damn hard. Hope everyone is well, peace yall.
 
Yeah it's easy to get strung out after being strung out awhile. I was clean for a month used for 2 days and have been in withdrawals for the last 3 days. Hopefully there almost over but it's been shitty. It seems its all or nothing after you have had a longish habit.
 
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Yeah the ability to use casually and "chip" after having had a long habit and history of multiple dependencies and detoxes, pretty much goes out the window. It's just too easy to get strung out again. Like you said, 2 3 days in a row bam, that's it. Fucked up.
 
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