I'm not really asking this to get sympathy or anything, criticism even heckling/making fun of is encouraged/appreciated. Really im just trying to get confidence advice i guess to reassure my head "GET WITH THE PROGRAM!", but here it goes.
I'm 23, and i live in Florida, U.S., with millions of beautiful females around me and all sorts from top to bottom, and this dick has never touched a single drop of vagina. Pretty much i've tried to have sex with the right-personality-appearing looking woman several times, but i've just come to realize when i get picky with woman i falter and become too attachy or maybe just not confident enough to do more with her and our relationship, and also due to my looks (6'2, 275, white boy). I've come close 4 times but never finished the job and actually got fucking naked and done it. This isn't really becoming a mental thing to me because the way I act and behave alot of the time is like someone who isnt a virgin, but when im not really around people alot i see i do, almost like a one half of my body IS a virgin and the other isn't. (Jekyll and Hyde) Now i just feel like im unbalanced confidence-wise and its like a switch to me being a man and not being one. Idk wtf im thinking, and I thought of blaming schitzophrenia due to smoking too much weed but thats just over-thinking in itself lol. Besides a overhaul in other areas for being a great guy in a relationship, I just really wanna have some casual sex with someone who just wants to fuck, y'know?, but that whole AdultDating site bullshit is a scam and not worth money if you can't find someone magically like that, lol! Any suggestions anyone?
I'm 23, and i live in Florida, U.S., with millions of beautiful females around me and all sorts from top to bottom, and this dick has never touched a single drop of vagina. Pretty much i've tried to have sex with the right-personality-appearing looking woman several times, but i've just come to realize when i get picky with woman i falter and become too attachy or maybe just not confident enough to do more with her and our relationship, and also due to my looks (6'2, 275, white boy). I've come close 4 times but never finished the job and actually got fucking naked and done it. This isn't really becoming a mental thing to me because the way I act and behave alot of the time is like someone who isnt a virgin, but when im not really around people alot i see i do, almost like a one half of my body IS a virgin and the other isn't. (Jekyll and Hyde) Now i just feel like im unbalanced confidence-wise and its like a switch to me being a man and not being one. Idk wtf im thinking, and I thought of blaming schitzophrenia due to smoking too much weed but thats just over-thinking in itself lol. Besides a overhaul in other areas for being a great guy in a relationship, I just really wanna have some casual sex with someone who just wants to fuck, y'know?, but that whole AdultDating site bullshit is a scam and not worth money if you can't find someone magically like that, lol! Any suggestions anyone?