laCster
Bluelighter
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I know how you feel man. In the beginning, the opiates are literally breath-taking, and provide a much needed spice to life, however after a while it becomes a pain to be a slave to an inanimate pill. Waking up in WD, worrying about your supply, having to plan your day around the oxy, and most importantly, having to use oxy to enjoy things in life you know you DON'T need oxy to enjoy, especially to your girl. I bet she gets frustrated because she knows you love her, but the oxy is just that powerful that your true intentions dissipate and the number one becomes opiates.
Don't we all wish we never started opiates? I do, I think about what my life would be like if I never picked up in the first place. Then I realize how bored how bored I would be, and the cycle starts all over again...
It's hard enough to break a habit such as playing to many video games or using fowl language which doesn't get you high, and it is that much harder to stop something that provides something that simply cannot be described by words...
Forget about that shit for now, you probably already took the oxy today so there is nothing you can do at this moment. Focus where your feet are at, enjoy the movie and the company of your lovely girl.
Much love,
Lac
Don't we all wish we never started opiates? I do, I think about what my life would be like if I never picked up in the first place. Then I realize how bored how bored I would be, and the cycle starts all over again...
It's hard enough to break a habit such as playing to many video games or using fowl language which doesn't get you high, and it is that much harder to stop something that provides something that simply cannot be described by words...
Forget about that shit for now, you probably already took the oxy today so there is nothing you can do at this moment. Focus where your feet are at, enjoy the movie and the company of your lovely girl.
Much love,
Lac