Man I had such a solid day, I'd love a celebratory blunt, oh well, I settled for two shots of heroin to give me a nice nod.
First I woke up bright and early, did some research to pawn some shit in my room to just get rid of some junk I haven't used and wont for years and year (and at that point who knows if I ever will. Might as well buy it in the future if I need it then), so I helped get rid of stuff/make some money, as well as try to overcome a lot of the feelings of guilt I experience everyday (Not using things I own, even if they are worth two dollars, not taking advantage of certain things to the fullest, etc. - my therapist noticed I have a huge issue with the feeling of guilt). It actually help me feel more comfertable recongizing what things are worth while having around or need to go (eventually I'll be moving back into my own place so I don't need a whole bunch of shit my my childhood. I'm a handful of years in my twenties).
After dealing with the pawn shop, with a bit of money in my pocket, I went to two different interviews for jobs and both sounded extremely promising. I do have more application out right now, but these two jobs seem like they might offer me a job. Not sure which one I want, but I'm just happy with coming into the place of business with my resume, sitting down either filling out an application first then jumping into an interview, or just jumping into an interview right then and there. I felt great having some good news on the job front, and the weather wasn't so damn hot that I wanted to kill my self. Once my friend got off from work, we headed down hood to our dope spot and crack spot. I got myself a decent little bit of heroin (I got a great rush and a solid nod), and my friend got some h as well but also got some crack. Cracks not my thing, so I rather not spend my money on it. Hell coke isn't my thing and I like it a lot better, but I still really wouldn't buy it. I don't mind a few blast of crack, or a free line of coke though.
Anyway dinner