i would rather be dead than take it again.
SO WOULD I.
Physical:
Tardive Dyskenesia/Akathisia
Neuropathy (neck, upper back, feet, and legs burning)
Psychomotor Retardation
Burning Mouth Syndrome (intense)
Bruxism
Tremors/Dysmetria
Muscle Fasiculations
Reduced bowel function
Leg cramping
Dysphagia (frightening)
Ataxia/Physical coordination difficulty
Exhaustion
Intensified craving for cigarettes
Periods of anorexia followed by extreme hunger
Moments of complete shut down
Nausea
Ocular pressure
Eyes burning/itching
Lowered tolerance to stimulus
Sensitivity to light/sound/touch
Burning sensation in left nostril
Chest pain
Difficulty with speech
Reversed reflexes (Plantar)
Headache
Difficulty walking
Mental:
PAWS (Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome)
Mixed episode (wired and tired)
Impaired concentration
Impaired cognitive function
Hypomania (borderline mania at peak effectiveness of drug)
Vegetative state
Moments of complete shut down
Irritability
Aggression
Rage
Lowered tolerance to stimulus of any kind
Feelings of detachment
Uncontrollable crying
Motivational and Consummatory Anhedonia
Emotional overreaction (high and low)
Sundowning