Once you somewhat come back to reality, please, please give us an update on how this went.
Okay well after about 10 minutes, I started to get extremely speedy and cold. Teeth were chattering and I was shaking so I put on some warm clothes and got under the blanket and started drinking a shitload of water. After another 20 minutes the speedy part was going down and the dissociation was climbing pretty rapidly.
I knew from experience that if the dissociation gets too hard, its pretty hard to hole because it is too much, so I started to hole to some Pink Floyd and it worked pretty good. I fell very easily and as I was in the hole I could still feel the drug effects getting stronger and stronger. I holed for a good 20 minutes and then I came back to reality.
Now, the moment right after a hole where I come back to reality is always the best part of this drug. I have this awesome feeling of dissociation, euphoria, and mania all at their absolute peak and with all 3 feelings swarming my body at once it was just like ecstasy, and then this feeling usually slowly wears off and I am just left with the sleepless mental stimulation.
Well, this time, as this feeling was wearing off, the drug was still kicking in more. So, as the feeling went down, the dissociation still kept getting stronger for another 10 minutes. I was glad that I got holing out of the way, cuz after that I was laying in my bed and my whole room was spinning and I could not talk at all. I thought to myself this was the most dissociation I had ever had to deal with. But I could deal with it, I got my mind off it by talking to my girlfriend and the conversation felt very deep and there was nothing holding us back from talking about the deepest of the deepest things, like us remaining faithful while I was in the navy etc.
After the dissociation finally dimmed down to where the room was not spinning and I just had the mental stimulation aftereffect I munched on some dry cereal, drank some more water and tried to sleep. The weird thing is how usually with the insomnia feeling it is hard to sleep, but if it is strong enough after a high ass dose, its almost like it is inviting you to sleep, like the feeling is so strong that I can sleep from it. That part is weird to describe. I wake up just now feeling fine, fresh, content, glowy..
It is so crazy how you can practically OD on this stuff and feel nothing bad the next day... Thats what makes this stuff so damn addicting. The thought even crossed my mind to do even more this morning because I felt so comfortable. But nobody is that crazy....right?