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So Who Likes Benzos? Ver III: Blackouts and Amnesia

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Tripman said:
Nice to hear another person in my boat managed to wean off that kinda benzo use. I was scripted 120mg diaz, 12mg alpraz and 2mg flunitraz daily but often dosed up to 30mg daily. - Of Alpraz that is.

I managed the 10 day detox, but they wouldn't accept me into rehab and I got shifted into general psych and then I was put in involuntary... Fuck the medical system...

Took me about 3 months of clonazepam and lyrica to taper off.



Hehe I think this often when I try to remember what happened for the last 2-3 years of my life...

I remember being 18, then I woke up one day and I was 21. Weird.
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I can relate to this. I started on Clonazepam, ended up on 15mg+ a day, then moved on to Xanax, anywhere from 30-60mg a day. I went into detox and it was a living fucking nightmare. I can't describe the pain/nausea/discomfort i felt. If anyone has seen Trainspotting where he gets locked in the room to rapidly detox thats what i looked like, thrashing around the bed in complete and utter despair.

I was put on 16 valium a day to taper off and that took me 4 months until i was benzo free. I still get Xanax for festivals or big nights, but im extremely careful now how i use them. How doctors can give them out so easily is a joke, all the therapists at the clinic i went to said the patients they dealt with coming off Benzo's (especially Xanax) were far worse than meth or Heroin.

I've got myself off a meth addiction quite easily, but when i tried with Xanax i had no chance. If anyone reading this can relate, cut your dosage now before its too late.
 
Believe it or not but my body is incapable of getting 'high' off benzodiazepines. Even when I went to South-East Asia and had unlimited diazepam, tramadol, lorazepam, clonazepam, alprazolam and nitrazepam, no matter how much I tried, all they did was make me incredibly tired and uncomfortably lethargic (if anything at all). Even by varying the doses, absolutely no recreational value could be deduced from them at all.

Just goes to show the extreme stochasticity and unpredictability that exists from one person to the next when it comes to drugs. I must literally lack the gene that allows this biochemical pathway to exist, or that gene is not being expressed in me for some reason.

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It just goes to show that you don't understand the benzodiazepine high and don't enjoy it ;).

"incredibly tired and uncomfortably lethargic (if anything at all)"

Hehe.
 
Tripman said:
It just goes to show that you don't understand the benzodiazepine high and don't enjoy it ;).

"incredibly tired and uncomfortably lethargic (if anything at all)"

Hehe.
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lol so true bro so true!
 
BookNerd said:
Believe it or not but my body is incapable of getting 'high' off benzodiazepines. Even when I went to South-East Asia and had unlimited diazepam, tramadol, lorazepam, clonazepam, alprazolam and nitrazepam, no matter how much I tried, all they did was make me incredibly tired and uncomfortably lethargic (if anything at all). Even by varying the doses, absolutely no recreational value could be deduced from them at all.

Just goes to show the extreme stochasticity and unpredictability that exists from one person to the next when it comes to drugs. I must literally lack the gene that allows this biochemical pathway to exist, or that gene is not being expressed in me for some reason.

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It's pretty common for people not to find benzos recreational, and for many more it is an acquired taste ;) I didn't love them the first few times I tried them.

It could be, as Tripman suggested, that you just don't enjoy the effects that others find enjoyable. It could also be, as you suggested, that the experience is actually different in you to other users. Either way it isn't uncommon. This thread (and Bluelight in general) just give a skewed representation of how many people like to use benzos :D
 
Picked up a fresh script of triazolam today. See if I can get some sleep tonight...
 
BookNerd said:
Believe it or not but my body is incapable of getting 'high' off benzodiazepines. Even when I went to South-East Asia and had unlimited diazepam, tramadol, lorazepam, clonazepam, alprazolam and nitrazepam, no matter how much I tried, all they did was make me incredibly tired and uncomfortably lethargic (if anything at all). Even by varying the doses, absolutely no recreational value could be deduced from them at all.

Just goes to show the extreme stochasticity and unpredictability that exists from one person to the next when it comes to drugs. I must literally lack the gene that allows this biochemical pathway to exist, or that gene is not being expressed in me for some reason.

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I'm with you, I've never been able to find benzos recreational/enjoyable either.
 
BookNerd said:
Believe it or not but my body is incapable of getting 'high' off benzodiazepines.
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Maybe you're just a naturally chilled person. Can't fix what's broken. If you got an anxiety to be rid off, then they won't help much.
 
mangs said:
I find that I'm the opposite. I much prefer having my xanax with a few drinks, I like the looseness this combo gives me. Gets me where I want to be without having to take too much xanax.
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Yea alcohol increases the bioavailability by 200 something %
 
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I'm pretty sure I found that information looking something up on wikipedia, but I also know firsthand that alcohol definitely increases the effect of benzodiazepines.
 
^ Yeah, pharmacodynamically (i.e. synergistic effects of the substances rather than one substance altering the drug levels of the other). Let me know if you can find the source for altered bioavailability.
 
I think for me, it's more like the effects of alcohol is increased. 2mg xanax alone, no side effects, reduction in anxiety. 4 bottles of beer - relaxation, no problems, but combine the 2 and my brain is erased of memories. I"ll wake up in the morning not knowing what happened the night before and either piece things together later, get told stuff, or just simply won't remember.

That seems like too much alcohol, though ofcourse benzos can cause short term memory problems by themselves.
 
Mr Blonde said:
^ 25% of the above post was 90% fake statistics. ;)
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omg bro.

You hurt my feelings there :(.

i'm really really really 94% hurting. ok i lie maybe 5% tops.

back on topicccc, getting some more etizolaams again. This time, I shall NOT go crazy and eat 27mgs in one week with no tolerance resulting in a 7day haze + 2 car accidents.
 
Benzodiazepines aren't recreational. Anxiety affected people might find them recreational, but apart from alcohol related violence on Friday, Saturday and Sunday's, benzodiazepines are PUBLIC ENEMY NUMBER 1. according to the Police. They get shit loads of calls out from concerned parents r.e. the fucked up mess of a son lying unconscious on his bed (cough cough)...Ambulances HAVE to have police present at the scene of an overdose, just in case the cunt tries to attack the ambo's...!
 
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