- May 15, 2020
If, when reaching for change in your pocket, you cant tell pennies from dimes by feel anymore.
Sounds about right and next up is cotton fever
lmfao yeah totally xD I guess i meant a scenario where it's one of the few times youre not actually using in there. Youre legit taking a shit, but since your family knows your history of addiction, they assume youve been in there shooting up instead of having a wicked deuce that took a little longer than normalOne minute too long... I would spend the entire dinner and the following night in the bathroom
Youre legit taking a shit, but since your family knows your history of addiction, they assume youve been in there shooting up instead of having a wicked deuce that took a little longer than normal
You might be a junkie if there are blood stains on all your sweater sleeves.
I need to get me one of those so many items of clothes ruined from doing too big of a shot of K in my hand/arm alone and passing the fuck out before i could make sure i was pissing out blood everywhere.brown and red button up long sleeved shirt for... I have no idea why (tried to come up with some sleek reason, but I failed lol) ... my favorite shirt that was full of blood splatter but you couldn’t see it unless you really stared at it.
One minute too long... I would spend the entire dinner and the following night in the bathroom
You seem to function though. How long ya been bangin
I can honestly say I don’t have a needle fixation. Self disgust with the whole process; shame at my weakness. But it’s the only way to shut down. Turned out early on,( details in other posts) and has lain dormant through long stretches only to rear its head at low points of my life. No downs in a small town, and coke is a joke. So it’s meth. I wish it killed, just a thief.
I looked up 2fma, hows that compare to real damp?I think I was half joking when I made this comment, but still. I started IV 7 years ago. First year was the worst. Legal charges from H use, and then I started w/ a-php and it got really bad and I fucked up my left arm pretty irreparably in a short period of time because I had no clue what I was doing and poor technique. After my OD and rehab stint in '14, all of my use of the blade has been sporadic. Thankfully. A lot of people get stuck in it, but I find that when my arms start hurting, I just can't bring myself to do it anymore and have never graduated to finding other spots. My hands have always been too shaky.
Fell back into it recently again though. Even still I usually just stuff my nose or smoke. Took a 100mg shot last night of 2fma. Interesting but wasn't really worth the hassle. Weirdly enough, I fell asleep shortly afterwards, but I haven't slept much recently. I've found that I need to stop if a 100mg shot of methamphetamine becomes lackluster due to tolerance. Just not worth the pain.
Need my sis. Miss, and more than just her steadies.I didn’t even think about the pain during my coke run. And thankfully life brought responsibilities and good things to distract. I lived better than I deserved.
25? yes later and nursing a couple hens egg misses. Violent vasoconstriction, I know what I’m doing, it’s like I can feel the veins shrivel at the mere proximity of the mix.
I looked up 2fma, hows that compare to real damp?