Most of my experience with drugs in my life has been with stims mdma speed coke when I was younger. Apart from coke though those other two have built in mechanisms making it unfaesible to take regularly due to them being horrendously taxing on the body. With coke I had a few months where I was taking it alot. I used up alot of my student loan on it but when I was about to fail uni I stopped immediately and cracked on with my work. So was not an issue. I even tried crack a couple times and sure I finished all I had on that day but called it a day there and forgot about it after.
As another note I have now been taking kratom for nearly two years and I certainly could take it more often if I wanted but never want to. I just don't want to be high every day. I do one day on two days off usually with breaks if my tolerance is rising.
So I ask, given my above previous track record, if I wanted to take benzoes now and then like a once every week or two thing is it likely I would have problems with controlling my usage? Ive taken etiz a couple of times but it was only on comedowns and so wasn't a very controlled setting. I would like to experiment now with its therapeutic uses only now and then as stated.
I had some diazepam once before I bought a gram off someone for mdma comedowns and at the time I was unaware about half lives. So I found it annoying when I dosed a couple of days in a row and found myself becoming more and more zombified each day. I didn't know how it built up due to the long half life. My point is I found it annoying that I couldn't go about my day rather than 'wanting more'.
Thoughts?
As another note I have now been taking kratom for nearly two years and I certainly could take it more often if I wanted but never want to. I just don't want to be high every day. I do one day on two days off usually with breaks if my tolerance is rising.
So I ask, given my above previous track record, if I wanted to take benzoes now and then like a once every week or two thing is it likely I would have problems with controlling my usage? Ive taken etiz a couple of times but it was only on comedowns and so wasn't a very controlled setting. I would like to experiment now with its therapeutic uses only now and then as stated.
I had some diazepam once before I bought a gram off someone for mdma comedowns and at the time I was unaware about half lives. So I found it annoying when I dosed a couple of days in a row and found myself becoming more and more zombified each day. I didn't know how it built up due to the long half life. My point is I found it annoying that I couldn't go about my day rather than 'wanting more'.
Thoughts?
