Shroomy - LoL - I def hate uppers, but when ur WDing. U know ur brain wants some sort of high, u know ur not gonna sleep, & when u do try & sleep everything gets alot worse. Also, ur muscles feels all jello-y - So it makes sense to take amp. It satisfies ur brain, keeps u awake, suppress ur appetite, so ur not on the toilet all day, & it tightens ur muscles, so u don't have 2 spend all day hitting ur arms n legs 2 get relief from that doughy feeling. Does nothing for bone pain though, that ur gonna have to remedy by tapering self down to the lowest level. B4 u decide 2 WD. In a nutshell...
It is fairly amusing. I never saw myself while growing up using methamp to mitigate H withdrawal. That wasn't really on my list of goals in life. It totally works, but then you have to come down from the speed at some point, which of course there are benzos for. I don't want to end up addicted to uppers either so I'm taking a break from this for a little while... this would be the dumbest way ever to get hooked on coke or meth, and exactly what would happen to me come to think of it. Whenever I want a quick break from opiates to save a few doses or whatever... I'll dose this stuff or binge on C for a day. It's so much better than not doing it, for me anyway, because I am otherwise so depressed that I will not move from bed. With this stuff I can shuffle around and do stuff, keep myself hydrated and well nourished, do some yoga exercises, pick up my guitar - not much, but it's better than writhing around on a bed in physical agony for days / weeks on end while having trouble doing basic things like pouring a glass of water and showering seems an impossibility.
And at the end of the day that shit isn't really addictive the same. I hardly have a tolerance so I've gone through a half-gram of very pure C all winter long in utilizing this method, and just a handful of speed pills. Nothing crazy... I don't think I'd smoke meth personally, really needing to watch my dose with uppers as it would most likely give me a panic attack. I never really used any stims at all before this so my tolerance is super low.
Although, meth seems to chill me out in a way, and makes it easier to socialize so I've been using it to help me hit on this girl I am crushing on. I have grown quite fond of the stuff, but, already being a benzo and heroin addict I should probably give it a rest for fucks sake. How many more addictions can I get. Although, I am pretty good with this one, limiting it to once every week or two unless I'm low on opiates.
3 day withdrawal? I have been using opiates chronically for 5 years. The acute withdrawal lasts at least 2 weeks - more like a month to fully subside - and then I am left with a lifetime of misery, mental illness, and spinal agony. I'm just choosing to use these days as I can't handle it, but I still pop a speed once every week or two, or do lil bumps for a day or 2 - a reminiscent effect of using these things to mitigate withdrawal symptoms. I realized that I do in fact enjoy some of their properties, enough to use them for fun, sociability, and productivity on an occasional basis. I can't quit opiates, so that's all this really did for me. haha. And if you are desperate and need something to hold you over...
Jokes aside it really does help though if you're desperate just take them. When I'm low on opiates, I take speed daily now until I get my supply back at which time I lose interest in speed. It's such a fucking brutal fucking miserable god damned suicidal nightmare anyway, and besides my sleep schedule is right fucked, that I may as well get a hit of this stuff. Coke does not work anywhere near as well because it is good for that hour and then there is trouble. I find it's good for extending the duration of time I can hold off in between doses, stretching it out by a couple hours by doing a few bumps when I'd normally redose my opiates. Although, normally I just use these recreationally and watch my opiate use while I'm high on them at least a bit.
Meth has a special magic to it that is similar but better to Mdma in my opinion. It is much less intense black magic, but more controllable black magic. So I've grown quite fond of the stuff. It doesn't do much for pain, yeah, and probably lowers my brain cell count quite a bit as well. Oh well. Life of a junkie keeping secrets, telling lies, pretending that everything is right when everything is horrible wrong.
I can't fucking stand that jello-y muscle feeling, especially in my upper arms. Miserable withdrawal symptom. I don't really feel it when I'm on meth nor do I get restless legs so bad. Amphetamines in opiate withdrawal has gotta be up there on the list of "you know you're a druggie fucking junkie when...." - it really would only make sense to a junkie, but to me it's almost common sense at this point. It's not a miracle cure though. You'll still be either waiting for your next fix or waiting out the withdrawal. Just on speed. I make sure to take the speed orally, it's crazy stim and I have limited experience with stimulants. Weed doesn't help me no more. Let there be speed.