^well... dooofus. sorry to say. I am now currently on a nice 300mg codeine binge again!...and no, I don't think I have won the battle at all, so I am kind of depressed but drugs make me get over the sadness...
I am also on the booze tonight, beer and pizza, and some benzo's already consumed earlier in the evening.
F%&*k this! I am all out of my fave benzo (diazepam) and my doc won't prescribe me any more
(I guess he knows?)... he has prescribed Temazepam instead (I had to really preasure for something to help me sleep) which I understand is in the same family and more of a sedative..... I feel fine now, probably flake soon! reaching for the Temazepam bottle now..... uuuuhhhhg.. yum yum!
.. Codeine running through my system is the best feeling for me. I'm now relaxed (which is the one thing I crave every minute and every hour) waiting for the nice itch to start scratching... I rarely experience the itch now, I don't need antihistamines since my tollereance is so high.
have a nice night all. peace (yes. I do feel good now)
R.I.P Dimebag Darrell Abbott (another rock star falls from the sky)
I am also on the booze tonight, beer and pizza, and some benzo's already consumed earlier in the evening.
F%&*k this! I am all out of my fave benzo (diazepam) and my doc won't prescribe me any more
(I guess he knows?)... he has prescribed Temazepam instead (I had to really preasure for something to help me sleep) which I understand is in the same family and more of a sedative..... I feel fine now, probably flake soon! reaching for the Temazepam bottle now..... uuuuhhhhg.. yum yum!.. Codeine running through my system is the best feeling for me. I'm now relaxed (which is the one thing I crave every minute and every hour) waiting for the nice itch to start scratching
... I rarely experience the itch now, I don't need antihistamines since my tollereance is so high. have a nice night all. peace (yes. I do feel good now
)R.I.P Dimebag Darrell Abbott (another rock star falls from the sky)