Like you said, it's uncomfortable, but laughable compared to dope or 500-600mg oxy. And that's why I said he's chasing a "nonexistant" high.
I've read your other posts, and I know you plan to be a lifer. I've been on opiates a lot longer than you, and am a lot older than you. Eventually you'll see that you don't wanna be on them all the time. They cause brain fog, and just make me feel idiotic. Yeah, I'm not sitting in a cell for stickin up people anymore, but if I could go back in time, I'd rather just get off when I was on low dose oxy. I'm actually a manager at my store now, making very good salaried money, but I feel I could do better, and physically and mentally opiates have taken their toll.
Do you have a job? Are you making at least 100k a year? My parents were millionaires by age 24, each starting their own business. I was raised in a good environment, and was in the paper multiple times growing up for winning science awards dealing with particle theory, and being a "prodigy" at piano at age 13. I've seen what life can be without opiates, and I fully believe I'd be making a million a year now, if not for the opiates. Now I'm stuck making 50k, which is pretty bullshit in my opinion.
You may have grown up in a shitty household. I don't know your life story. I do know that if I would have jumped off the oxy back when I was just a few months deep, I'd have gone a lot further than a salaried store manager.