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Parathrice

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As I shoot my morning adderall. I don’t think I’ll ever quit it w the coke till I quit it w the needles. Smoking the shit just isn’t the same anymore. I’ll hang on to a ball for two days if I don’t have any rigs. Life goes on. For now...
 

Parathrice

Bluelighter
Joined
Apr 21, 2021
Messages
90
I’m making a deal w myself to change my avatar when I change my ways. So there.
 

Parathrice

Bluelighter
Joined
Apr 21, 2021
Messages
90
From the dye used in adderall 30’s I forget which manufacturer. That’s all.
 

Asante

Bluelighter
Joined
May 4, 2012
Messages
1,023
Location
Holland
Another day, of sobrietay.
All the drugs have gone away.
More clarity to what I think or say
Another day of sobrietay!

Another day of sobriety!
More connected to society
In activities, more variety.
True to myself, with piety!

Another day completely sober!
Gave my booze away in october!
Dissociation is completely over!
Never no more the wild rover.

...and I feel fine.
 

Parathrice

Bluelighter
Joined
Apr 21, 2021
Messages
90
Another day, of sobrietay.
All the drugs have gone away.
More clarity to what I think or say
Another day of sobrietay!

Another day of sobriety!
More connected to society
In activities, more variety.
True to myself, with piety!

Another day completely sober!
Gave my booze away in october!
Dissociation is completely over!
Never no more the wild rover.

...and I feel fine.
Nice👍
 

Coffeeshroom

Moderator: NMI
Staff member
Joined
Jan 17, 2019
Messages
3,181
Location
Sunny South Africa
Another day, of sobrietay.
All the drugs have gone away.
More clarity to what I think or say
Another day of sobrietay!

Another day of sobriety!
More connected to society
In activities, more variety.
True to myself, with piety!

Another day completely sober!
Gave my booze away in october!
Dissociation is completely over!
Never no more the wild rover.

...and I feel fine.
all the better to feel fine
as the sun is shining on your face
cause with all the drugs you in a maze
that always turns out to be the same mine.

the mine you dig over and over
just so you can feel a bit sober
but in the background who is seeing
the person thats changing for self wellbeing

So ask yourself who its for
your mom, dad or the neighbor next door
or just trying not to score
I wish you all the best of luck
and hope im not a bore
 

Zephyn

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Joined
Oct 31, 2020
Messages
2,095
I want to be sober. But after my Adderall binge and Xanax use for a few days, I drank yesterday and now woke up and started drinking at 8am. Going to spend this next week getting back to where I was before I fucked up. Flushed the Xanax


And to whoever asked yes my doc was willing to prescribe only 10 pills, but even that was too much.
 

Parathrice

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Joined
Apr 21, 2021
Messages
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I want to be sober. But after my Adderall binge and Xanax use for a few days, I drank yesterday and now woke up and started drinking at 8am. Going to spend this next week getting back to where I was before I fucked up. Flushed the Xanax


And to whoever asked yes my doc was willing to prescribe only 10 pills, but even that was too much.
That was me that asked. To hell w that shit. Good for u flushing your Xanax. I had a FUCK OF A TIME coming off Xanax years ago. Felt like I was tripping balls for almost a week. Couldn’t work couldn’t do anything. Hopefully you don’t have anything like that to look forward to.
 

Zephyn

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That was me that asked. To hell w that shit. Good for u flushing your Xanax. I had a FUCK OF A TIME coming off Xanax years ago. Felt like I was tripping balls for almost a week. Couldn’t work couldn’t do anything. Hopefully you don’t have anything like that to look forward to.
Nah, I've never used it regularly but even with the regularity I did I have been suffering rebound issues half the month, not to mention it makes me retarded, and depressed
 

Parathrice

Bluelighter
Joined
Apr 21, 2021
Messages
90
Yep, I’m getting back there myself. Problem is when I’m there I guess i guess I feelso good and in control that I think it’s okay to do drugs again so I do. Pitiful yes it may be but that’s the cycle. I’m
 

Asante

Bluelighter
Joined
May 4, 2012
Messages
1,023
Location
Holland
If the day gets hard, think of lying in your bed tonight, with either the success of having stuck with the best of you or succumbed to the worst of you.

Its only a few hours and you take those a second at a time.

No biggy.

One more day, and before you know it you start counting in weeks, months and stop counting completely.

If you are anxious, use your body. Crank up the mp3 and dance in your chair while you surf :)

Have fun!

Music can be a great support.

 

Asante

Bluelighter
Joined
May 4, 2012
Messages
1,023
Location
Holland
No more side effects for me
No more bad trip anxiety
No more nosebleeds from sniffing
No more hacking coughs from spliffing
No more hungover wakeups
No more drug induced breakups
No more praying for a chance
In a wailing Ambulance
No more "cops are after me"
No more accidental OD
No more puking up bile
No more antics for a vial
No more jonesing for a hit
No more pleading for a shit.
No more dealer deceit
No more losing jobs over weed
No more dropped-crumb carpetcrawl
No more drugs in house and car at all
No more using badly cut up shit
Cause see, I quit, I'm done with it.

And good riddance!
 

Parathrice

Bluelighter
Joined
Apr 21, 2021
Messages
90
No more side effects for me
No more bad trip anxiety
No more nosebleeds from sniffing
No more hacking coughs from spliffing
No more hungover wakeups
No more drug induced breakups
No more praying for a chance
In a wailing Ambulance
No more "cops are after me"
No more accidental OD
No more puking up bile
No more antics for a vial
No more jonesing for a hit
No more pleading for a shit.
No more dealer deceit
No more losing jobs over weed
No more dropped-crumb carpetcrawl
No more drugs in house and car at all
No more using badly cut up shit
Cause see, I quit, I'm done with it.

And good riddance!
That’s a really good one bro, really good. You and coffee should do a calendar lol!!
 

SnafuInTheVoid

Moderator: NMI, NSADD
Staff member
Joined
May 27, 2020
Messages
6,027
Location
in the cockpit
im craving booze really bad, people drinking bourbon in the kitchen, but I'm not going to break, I'm going to go lay down and watch some TV.....
 
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