good luck Effect I know blood work can be scary and shit.45mg methadone
25mg hydroxyzine
.5mg alprazolam (Rx peach)
2mg alprazolam (pressed green)
24oz 8% abv screwdriver
Waiting at Mass General Hospital for a blood draw that will hopefully reveal good news.
Waiting at Mass General Hospital for a blood draw that will hopefully reveal good news.
good luck Effect I know blood work can be scary and shit.
<-- 1 dab, have been *rolling in psychedelic euphoria* for a while so I'm good I think, just trying to nutrient body back to health if it'll have me LOL
With BZDs and opioids I like to write down my doses, that way you can look back and see if you need to start tapering your use and know if you lost two days to 20mg of etizolam and don't remember it lol.Several Etizolam tabs, lost count!
Yeah Im still very in control at all times. I keep it pretty firmly in control and relatively minimal deliberately currently, only 2 to 4 mg per day usually currently maybe 5 maximum. Nothing reckless, unconscious. So doses are calculated at the time I just forget how the course of things goes afterwards and what decisions are made along the way that's all rather than getting carried away unconsciously with no recollection.With BZDs and opioids I like to write down my doses, that way you can look back and see if you need to start tapering your use and know if you lost two days to 20mg of etizolam and don't remember it lol.
I woke up at 4:30am horny AF for some reason; reached over and fondled my wife to see if she was up, she was, so we went at it for a bit and that was pleasant. Thought shagging would have me sleepy after but instead I still couldn't sleep so at 5am I just got up and brewed two strong cups of iced coffee to fully awaken and force a BM or two. Gonna grind up some bud in a minute and probably go find my etizolam solution as I'm having some painful GI issues. Maybe take 2-400ug bupe today and see if I can nod away the day, just not feeling it today. Need to apartment hunt but I'll get back to it tomorrow...
I'd say that more than 2mg daily is going to become abuse with etizolam because it allows such ease of sleep and if your tolerance were baseline that'd be a lot. I use a lot of etizolam, sometimes 15-20mg in a day, and have good recall still, but I'm in a pit of dependence because I need the myorelaxant effects to relieve unbearable GI pain.I keep it pretty firmly in control and relatively minimal deliberately currently, only 2 to 4 mg per day usually currently maybe 5 maximum.
Haha. Hello mate. You know as I was reading that, I honestly thought it was going to say "medicate". Like, my stoned eyes were already hallucinogenic Lee filling in the gaps for me and I had to double check to see the reality of the spelling.Sometimes life gives you time to reflect/meditate
Thanks. Went through a lot of shit last year like... so many deaths. I went through a pretty awful binge 2019-2020 and came out a lot better for it, somehow. Still working on it.Haha. Hello mate. You know as I was reading that, I honestly thought it was going to say "medicate". Like, my stoned eyes were already hallucinogenic Lee filling in the gaps for me and I had to double check to see the reality of the spelling.
But very strong kava plus nice weed edibles, vapor, and a decent but moderate bit of Etizolam spread oit sensibly over the night....has gotten my mind wandering.
@Captain.Heroin sorry mate for your own current hard-upness and tough situation. I feel for you bro. Jesus I'm so damn lucky. Yeah lyme disease took away most of my life and brought so much hell....but- I have a mother of true gold who looks after me every single day and we live together and and support each other as best we can on and I have everything I need to survive although I still make a real mess of it.
But I'm so lucky though really despite the suffering we might have to go through we should always try and recognise this. I was in some tight spots before for living rough ish and not having money for basic food every day and it was killing me lol no joke.
Anyway really wishing the best for your situation mate I hope you get into a more comfortable living situation or round real soon.
Digging the positive optism. I usually do my best to ignore shit with my headphones, but unfortunately one really does encounter some of the city's most obnoxious people at the clinics.Sometimes life gives you time to reflect/meditate. Take advantage of those breaks before shit hits the fan
but glad you did get your dose. Every time I had to go in monthly for a sub rx all those years ago it'd always be a 1-2 hour wait I can't imagine doing that every day.