None. I used to describe the euphoria of magic as being so intense it was like being crushed and exploded all at the same time, but pleasurable. Mehdma and mehda don't have any. Sometimes you get a feeling like it's about to happen, but it never does. That's what I miss the most.
meh feels like it's about to begin the comeup and then "poof" fades away. Real MDMA first gives you energy then it dissapears for a good 10min and THEN BAM, you get lightheaded and your whole body starts rushing you feel so fucking alive. omg i wanna roll after this shit finally fucking ends.
I agree with both these comments. There are distinct moments when it feels like it is about to happen, but it doesn't. It is like you are on the same road for awhile, and it is a familiar enough road, but then right before the top of the mountain, you end up on some detour that doesn't go to the top of the mountain.
To understand where I am coming from, you really need to understand my situation. I cannot drink due to a bladder condition that gets irritated whenever I drink. I cannot smoke pot, because it is a phytoestrogen that might interfere in my birth control's efficacy. So, my options at any given time are psychedelics or ecstasy. Psychedelics, as much as I love them in the right set/setting, are not always the best option for me in a house-party or at home type of situation. My mind feels pretty limited indoors with psychedelics, and sex is a big question mark on psychedelics for me. It could go really well or really poorly.
So, despite the fact that I do NOT get the effects of MDMA, I would be lying if I said I did not get something out of the MehDMA experience, even if it is just a slightly altered reality for a few hours. It really does remind me of a low dose of xanax. I do feel relaxed when I take it, but it is not euphoric at all.
I used to write poetry on E or after taking E. It made me feel like I could believe in some kind of divinity again after abandoning religion. It made me feel like eternity was a concept that was possible. Breathing felt amazing, even the most basic of human actions felt amazing. All my senses were amplified, like I was a superhero with super sight and super hearing. I heard background instruments in music I had NEVER heard before (even though I played my favorite songs).
MehDMA is just not the same drug. It provides none of that. What it does provide is a feeling of easily interrupted relaxation, and a quieting of the mind (and an appreciation for blankets).
Probably the most interesting MehDMA experience I had was when my partner fell asleep once, and I just laid in the dark and meditated. Had a very interesting lucid dream experience under those circumstances where I met an odd entity. So, there may be something interesting to be explored if you did it 100% alone and pursued a dream state.