The worst I’ve had physically is I’ve thrown up, felt really off like still sick and dizzy too, very tired and falling asleep shortly after. That’s only happened with IV use earlier on in my meth “career”.
Mentally, I’ve been so high and messed up I’ve become a completely different person in my head. Complete and total psychosis.
Last night, although I didn’t nearly do enough to warrant anything like overdose, my heart started pounding in my chest, racing faster and faster for a few seconds and I jumped up from the spot on my couch where I was laying. I thought I was going to have a heart attack for a second there. Worst I’ve ever felt so far as cardiac issues.
Once I was in ER with heart rate over 250bpm and I didn’t feel or suspect that at all until I got the reading twice in a row. Last night was scarier than that heart felt like exploding.
I thin this does stand a good chance at being lethal if I keep it up for too long. Doing a hard cut this week and attempting getting off over weekend for new job.