Welcome to BluelightCZ-74 said:<pops posting cherry>
I think Buddhism is an excellent way of learning to better understand your self. I've been on that path for a few years and grown in leaps and bounds.
One thing about Buddhism you may not like:
No intoxicants. Any psychoactive drugs disturbs 'the balance of mind' you are trying to achieve.
Maybe you can resolve to do this if you decide its for you.
Cheers and Good Luck,
Yeah, that's the part I think I'd have the hardest time with. It may or may not be the path for me- just exploring right now, and in the meantime trying to be kinder to myself and others.