Hey guys! So I started on methadone about 5 weeks ago and I'm up to 90mg (I had a 5-7 bundle a day habit and for those who don't know a bundle is 10 bags) I'm kinda ok at this dose but sometimes I still feel the withdraw especially when I'm rounding up on time to go get my next dose it's like it doesn't last the full 24 hours but I don't want to go any higher, I didn't want to go this high, I didn't want to go on methadone but I couldn't get the amount of time needed to go back on subs, the shit I get has fentanyl in it and I threw myself into precipitated withdraw too many times and that's the absolute worst and I wanted to get off junk so badly I decided to go on methadone. My question about it is when I was on subs I felt great I had energy I was happy my life was really good but I don't feel that way on methadone. I have absolutely no energy I don't care about anything I just want to lay in bed all day I'm so depressed I have the "fuck it's" 24/7 and I feel weird all the time. Is this how it is on methadone? Because I am not going to keep doing it if that's the case what's the point ya know! I mean 90mg is a lot right or could it be because I'm not at the right dose? Idk what to do but I feel like shit all the time and I'm already depressed and adding to my depression is not good of you know what I mean. What is your experience with methadone did you feel like this until you reached the right dose or is methadone not for me? I feel like I made the worst decision ever by getting on this and now I feel like I'm going to feel like this forever.