Hi. I’m not going to do the “swim” thing. This is my issue. Some important background about me relevant to my question: I have a very severe anxiety disorder for which I am medicated. An SSRI plus Ativan in case of panic attacks. The SSRI is mostly sufficient in reducing most of my symptoms. My issue is that my reaction to weed has ruined my would-be experience with other potentially enjoyable substances. I have not a single idea about the supposed “relaxing” and “calming” effect of weed. It has produced for me nothing but unbearable paranoia and intense anxiety, time after time. I tried so hard to like it, but couldn’t. The last time I smoked I was shaking so hard I couldn’t light my cigarette. The people I was with were extremely concerned and worried that I was having a harmful reaction. I think this reaction was the result of weed actively making my symptoms worse, as well as my reaction to the altering effects. After that, I gave up on everything other than alcohol and benzodiazepines.
I have taken a keen interest in opiates due to their anxiolytic effects. I’m just scared that these effects will be like the “relaxation” of weed. I have done oxycodone in the past, but I was young and I don’t remember much about how it made me feel. I do remember not feeling anywhere near as anxious as weed, but some anxiety due to altered perception. I remember feeling calmer once the nodding started (I don’t know if anyone nods on oxy, but I did). So my question is this: does heroin, oxy, or hydrocodone have the potential to make my anxiety symptoms worse in the way that weed does? Those of you with anxiety disorders and similar experiences will be particularly helpful. Thank you for reading. I suppose I won’t know until I try. I just don’t want to walk right into a panic attack like my awful experience with weed.
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I have taken a keen interest in opiates due to their anxiolytic effects. I’m just scared that these effects will be like the “relaxation” of weed. I have done oxycodone in the past, but I was young and I don’t remember much about how it made me feel. I do remember not feeling anywhere near as anxious as weed, but some anxiety due to altered perception. I remember feeling calmer once the nodding started (I don’t know if anyone nods on oxy, but I did). So my question is this: does heroin, oxy, or hydrocodone have the potential to make my anxiety symptoms worse in the way that weed does? Those of you with anxiety disorders and similar experiences will be particularly helpful. Thank you for reading. I suppose I won’t know until I try. I just don’t want to walk right into a panic attack like my awful experience with weed.
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