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tribal girl

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It's REALLY good to see a post from you TGirl as - although it's my fault for not kickin about on here of late - I'm really glad to see that you are around and I really hope that you are doing well <3
Thank you. Likewise.

I am doing pretty well. I've been benzo free for 1.5 years, and off the booze for 4 months.
 

Bella Figura

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+1 Benzo addiction is fucking hellish. I'm so glad I'm not on them anymore. Well done TG.

Been a few years now since Kara passed - he's always on my mind. Poor fuck. But at least he lived his life the way he wanted.
 
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monstanoodle

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Ohhhh good / bad ol' Kara <3 I vastly miss his crude posts which were also full of nothing but love and care....

Fuckin nice one TGirl & Bella. I "CAN'T WAIT" to go through that hellish experience myself ?
I am terrified, but still have the knowledge of a link that this American Dr. put out on how to properly go through Benzo tapering.... Her name escapes me now, but it was so, so safe and actually doable when I read through the tapering chart (and for so many different Benzos). I hope it's still scattered around here on BL somewhere. I'll find it through hell or high water.

@Tranced & @Bella Figura - Really good to see a post of yours. It's been a long time (if you even remember me that is) .... It's strange but appropriate that such a thread should bring peeps together.
 

Pagey

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Tom, known to Bluelight as pontifex01 - miss you every day, man. Brendan’s Death Song will always bring me to tears. I know you’re tearing it up up there mate 🤘🏼
 

Ismene2

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Every time I come back I always have a quick skem to see if anyone else from the old days has bought the big casino. Nice to to see pagey still going strong! I was watching "Since I've been loving you" from song remains the same on my last 4aco trip! "I can't lose it I been trying so hard...":)
 

pulverstaden

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I seem to hold a dfferent view than most here - I rejoice as much as I fall apart when someone I know moves one.
I rejoice, because I don't believe you can go to hell twice - the burdens and suffering of the human condition is relieved from these people.

The falling apart is just my ego. Or maybe it's just realizing how easy and quick one could end this nightmare.

May our fallen heroes rest in peace.
 

Ismene2

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Hang on pulver it may be a nightmare but at least we have 4-aco-dmt..those who have passed on don't!
 

monstanoodle

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Depends on your view on your consciousness just going *poof* after the body gives up.
I'm on the side that it doesn't. But I don't have any specifics as to what I exactly believe what happens.
There's the conscious Universe idea, which is a nice thought (dark matter / energy?) or becoming a "light-being" etc.....

I used to be very much against any form of afterlife. Then agnostic. But gave it a lot of thought and yeah, belief in this now.
 

maxalfie

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I just want to say goodbye to my friend Wayne. He never had an easy life and so turned to crack and heroin to help get him through each day. People that didn't know him probably looked down on him as just a junkie. He was so much more than that. He was a good caring friend and he never stole a thing from anybody unlike most of the addicts i know around here. In the end it was cancer that took him not the drugs which is how most of us go. He didn't even make it to his 49th birthday. God bless you Wayne, you were one of the best mate.
 

monstanoodle

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I'm so sorry mate, my condolences to you <3
Many people look at those who resort to such substances in a set negative framework that has been conjured by both media and the addicts who do commit such acts.
But there are so many who just want to get by and do absolutely nothing wrong to anyone else (steal, lie, cheat et. al.) their whole lives.
Morals don't just suddenly disappear :\
 

Jackal

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33 names in the shrine who I either exchanged messages with, interacted with on the forums regularly or had met IRL. 6 more who were known to me; perhaps I read their posts or blogs or other media.

That's a rather huge number, especially considering I haven't regularly used the site since 2010.

Stay safe folks.
 

Albion

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Knock/Knockando <3

Always want to remember you. You were a great man who still had a lot to give to the world.
 
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