olivesponseller
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I apologize in advance if this post is poorly written or incoherent. I feel completely out of it and it is very hard to focus on anything. So, I am a 19 year old, 120 lb female who enjoys taking stimulants such as adderall and vyvanse recreationally (as well as for studying purposes). I don't take them too terribly often, probably about once every three or four weeks. I have never had any severe adverse effects from ingesting either adderall or vyvanse before (aside from the to be expected increased heart rate and the jitters). My tolerance to stimulants is pretty moderate. A normal dose for me to get a comfortable buzz is 40 mg xr for adderall and about 105mg for vyvanse. The highest dose I've consumed was 60 mg xr adderall which sent me into a shaky, frantic homework frenzy for several hours, but no harsh side effects were experienced.
Two days ago I took around said 105 mg of vyvanse for recreational purposes as well as for sparking some creative energy for my art project. To keep it short, I had a fucking fantastic day. I felt the expected euphoria, zest, intense energy, and productive drive that I seek out in stimulants and it lasted all day (and even through most of the night unfortunately). Today, I decide to take the same amount before work at 11 am in order to combat a small hangover and give me a boost. However, the speedy, euphoric effect never kicked in and I just felt slightly less like shit during work. After four hours went by I suddenly felt insanely lethargic and relaxed. Presently, I also began to feel acutely distressed, like something horrible had happened. It was hard for me to get out of bed, interact with my friends, and every little annoyance sent me deeper into the cloudy haze of confusion and sadness. I decided to take half of a 70 mg capsule at this point to see if a little re-dose would help, which it did for about an hour ( but still no euphoric speeding, just felt a little less like shit once again ). After that passed, I felt even worse. I couldn't even bring myself to fake smile and interacting with anyone was such a cumbersome and exhausting task.
Why did vyvanse effect me in this bizarre way today? Is it because I took a similar amount only 2 days ago? I still feel these effects as I'm typing so if anyone has any suggestions on counteracting them, I would be very grateful!
Two days ago I took around said 105 mg of vyvanse for recreational purposes as well as for sparking some creative energy for my art project. To keep it short, I had a fucking fantastic day. I felt the expected euphoria, zest, intense energy, and productive drive that I seek out in stimulants and it lasted all day (and even through most of the night unfortunately). Today, I decide to take the same amount before work at 11 am in order to combat a small hangover and give me a boost. However, the speedy, euphoric effect never kicked in and I just felt slightly less like shit during work. After four hours went by I suddenly felt insanely lethargic and relaxed. Presently, I also began to feel acutely distressed, like something horrible had happened. It was hard for me to get out of bed, interact with my friends, and every little annoyance sent me deeper into the cloudy haze of confusion and sadness. I decided to take half of a 70 mg capsule at this point to see if a little re-dose would help, which it did for about an hour ( but still no euphoric speeding, just felt a little less like shit once again ). After that passed, I felt even worse. I couldn't even bring myself to fake smile and interacting with anyone was such a cumbersome and exhausting task.
Why did vyvanse effect me in this bizarre way today? Is it because I took a similar amount only 2 days ago? I still feel these effects as I'm typing so if anyone has any suggestions on counteracting them, I would be very grateful!
