My girlfriend and i are going thru some difficulties right now..
Mostly all of the trouble has been caused by my recent trend of guilt tripping her over petty things like not sending me enough text messages or not showing as much affection as my retarded mind thinks i need..
Afffection is vital in a relationship, but lately my extremely low serotonin levels have been sending me into needy-overdrive, to the point where my clingyness is turning into everyday outlashes at her for not meeting "my needs".
I dont mean to bring her down when telling her that she isnt fullfilling my needs, i just approach the topics in completely the wrong manner.
Its such an issue now.
I need to respect her forr who she is, and i need to learn to be more independent without her.
A lot of my issues are tied up with my outrageously growing coke habit.. this is the first immediate change that needs to be addressed in order to get our relationship back on track...
But still, take that away and i guess i am still a lot more affectionate than her
Control & balance.
Control & balance.
I love her so much.