McIronCock
Greenlighter
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- Apr 2, 2015
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Hey there. I have a question, but first some background. I am 17, Male, have ADHD, and take 30mg adderall xr daily (not on weekends). It does grately improve my focus, but it makes me even more antisocial than I already am. (I have social anxiety, I get anxious around strangers [Especially girls], and unless I know you, Im the wallflower.) Well I stopped taking my adderall for a few weeks, to see what the effects would be, and my strait A's went to C's. I accumulated a lot of homework during that three week period. Well, tonight my friend introduced me to crystal meth. I despised the substance, because my mom had become hooked on it when I was 9, and tore my family apart. But, not wanting to be the awkward man out (they didnt pressure me, I decided to try it myself, because Ive tried almost everything else [LSD, Shrooms, Weed, PCP, DXM, Xanax, Flexeril, Cocaine, DPH, and 25i.] at least once [LSD is my favorite, by far for spiritual awakenings]). Anyway, I snorted a line, im guessing 25mg's, and smoked two hits, Im guessing 5mg each. Snorting was painful, I cried out of the eye on the side of my face I snorted from (my right). It was unlike anything I had ever done. I felt Euphoric, and pumped, but It didn't feel physical, like on adderall (you can feel the physical effects of adderall), No it felt like a complete mental high. anyway, we chatted for a bit, then decided to head home. I normally listen to Pink Floyd, Hendrix, Led Zeppelin in the car, but this time I was in the mood for bands like AC/DC, Five Finger Death Punch, and My Chemical Romance, which I normally only listen to when Im angry (which I was far from). I had no issue communicating with people I normally dont communicate with often (The social anxiety lol). I got home, and within an hour I completed my 3 weeks of past homework. I feel great right now. My questions are: 1) What steps can I take to avoid addiction? 2) Can this be a substitute for my adderall? I feel like I could accomplish so much more in school (both socially and educationally) on this substance, in low, oral doses of course. (5-10mg) 3) Any thoughts you'd like to share with me on the matter. Im sorry this was so long, but like I said I feel ready to accomplish, which is odd for a normally Lazy son of a bitch lol. Thanks for your input!