There are advantages to both. The key is to find someone who doesn't make you change the way you like to live or hoard your time, and who has enough different interests that you are spending plenty of time apart. That keeps it fresh and interesting for a long time and you still get some of the cool parts about being single.All this time spent wishing I was with somebody to understand that I prefer being single. Shit is fucking retardet.
TruthAlways want what we don’t have; always have what we end up not wanting.
Go get itThe last few days have been awesome for me. I got that excited feeling about life back, I'm excited to get back home tomorrow night and continue my life... finish rebuilding my second story deck porch, and a bunch of other things. Gonna keep fixing my house up, and be on the lookout for a few acres of land, outside of town where it's cheap... find the perfect spot, with a creek, a big flat full sun field for gardens, some forest, some mountain, and buy it. Then have my good friend who just finished building his house, build my house, I will help as much as I can, and get a house for way under market value that's just how I want it. I will have to sell my house to get the money for that. Then I'll own my shit outright. My friend offered all of the close friend group to do this, he has the house building bug. I'm excited about the music, too. And just, everything, really.
I pray that I never forget again how much better life feels when you're not addicted to drugs.
Thanks brother. My cat died right when I got home and it fucked me up. I didn't totally lose it but I sure feel differently than I did a week ago. Life is a roller-coaster, I keep learning more about steering out of those fishtailing moments.Go get it
You should probably record yourself reading what you wrote there so you can always pinpoint the feel. At least that seems to work for me.
Can't wait to buy some land under the snow line and build a clay structure to disconnect in ourselves