Dear fellow bluelighters... i'm coming to you as a long-time lurker who needs an opinion (reassurance? ) on my situation....
Background:
Have been snorting heroin on-again off-again for some 15 years... although in reality the time i have been on h is really a minority... however due to the sudden availability of new connects with cheaper stuff i have been over-indulging as of late...
Current situation :
now i have been using 7 months straight (my longest stretch ever) and due to tolerance build-up was railing some 4 bags day (each bag is approx. 0.25g - though this is street quantity and street quality).... anyway... I managed through superhuman efforts to reduce this to 1 bag and went cold turkey from there... at t+48 I was in the midst of the usual (vomiting, shitting, RLS and all) and just snapped and scored a bag...
Needless to say i felt immediately better and managed to eat and lie down and sleep...
The question :
now what? Am i going to be starting over from zero again? I.e. am i looking at another 4-5 days? Or do i get away with it?
I cannot be the only junk-lover to have slipped during his detox... i'd love to hear of any similar experiences....
Background:
Have been snorting heroin on-again off-again for some 15 years... although in reality the time i have been on h is really a minority... however due to the sudden availability of new connects with cheaper stuff i have been over-indulging as of late...
Current situation :
now i have been using 7 months straight (my longest stretch ever) and due to tolerance build-up was railing some 4 bags day (each bag is approx. 0.25g - though this is street quantity and street quality).... anyway... I managed through superhuman efforts to reduce this to 1 bag and went cold turkey from there... at t+48 I was in the midst of the usual (vomiting, shitting, RLS and all) and just snapped and scored a bag...
Needless to say i felt immediately better and managed to eat and lie down and sleep...
The question :
now what? Am i going to be starting over from zero again? I.e. am i looking at another 4-5 days? Or do i get away with it?
I cannot be the only junk-lover to have slipped during his detox... i'd love to hear of any similar experiences....