That i'm a plant herder.. some of the old school gardeners roll their eyes at the planting bags.. I moved 70 7inch under foliage cover in less then ten minutes how did their unmovable young ones do in the thunder hail storm? I hope well, but they might consider herding some of their crop in the future.
Today I'm thankful for my mother. She was here the whole weekend to support me and to talk to me how everything should go on when it comes to work. It was good to have her here. She knows what it means to have a major depression meanwhile, unfortunately. But this exactly helped me a lot. And she was cooking and cleaning, otherwise she wouldn't be my mother. My apartment looks like a hotel room She went back to Germany this morning. I'm grateful for everything she did and said.
High end noise canceling earbuds.. Three hundred bucks trumps billions. That's the "500 dollar solution." "How fkn dumb do you feel?" Oh and I get to choose from a half million works. That's what I'm fkn talking about.
Im really thankful that I can read books again. It's mostly the only time of the day I can fully escape and don't have to face real life. I don't think i would even stand being alive if it was not for these brakes from reality, im really fucking thankful of this.
To be able to almost totally immerse yourself and feeling like you are in the locations you are reading about.. Man I cant tell you guys how much this helps me to stand being alive.
Just read Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami for the second time. It's really depressive, sad and beautiful but it's also so wierdly pornographic I fucking love it. Kafka on the Shore by the same author is even better though