Today I start the battle of defeating Suboxone / Heroin ( V. 7 ) Pray for me please.

[OpiateKiller]

Today I enter the realm of lack of motivation to even stand up, I sweat profusely, I tear at the eyes randomly. I try to see greater purpose and find God but I stare into a black wall of demise. I fear I will once again cave into the 40 suboxone strips sitting in my safe but I stand strong in my goal to escape from the hell that is Opiate Withdrawal.

Please pray for me.

I will be using:

Etizolam -
Xanax -
Caffiene -
Phenibut -

Please pray for the sick ... because I am very sick. And I need your and God's help to get out of this mess.

 

[neversickanymore]

Nice line up!!, but I worry that having that right there may prove almost impossible.

 

[LadyAlkaline]

Sell the strips or toss

Good luck

 

[TJ5]

You have my prayers. Drug addiction is hell. I'm so sorry.

 

[OpiateKiller]

Sell the strips or toss

Good luck

You mean having those drugs will ultimately put me into a state of such amnesia that i'll take the suboxone anyways?
Is it possible.

 

[LadyAlkaline]

You mean having those drugs will ultimately put me into a state of such amnesia that i'll take the suboxone anyways?
Is it possible.

I mean that it is easier to have will power if you don't have your DOC 10 feet away

 

[OpiateKiller]

I mean that it is easier to have will power if you don't have your DOC 10 feet away

But what if I can't do it

 

[Branggen]

Give it to someone you trust so you will at least feel bad and have a second thought when you have to ask for it back and admit to them you need it

 

[LadyAlkaline]

But what if I can't do it

Just do your best babe

 

[OpiateKiller]

Thank you sweetheart. I made it from Saturday night to now with just 1 mg of suboxone.

Im surviving

But struggling.

Gonna probably get an 8 mg strip and take 1 mg every 3 days till I can taper a bit better. this has been a rough few days.