Well I am very thankful for second chances...
This time last year at this very hour I was in an e.r. od'ing. I had 2 months clean and tried to sleep permanently, but was unsuccessful. I thought l ruined my body and mind with decades of abuse and that I was permanently damaged but that passed. I have to say that I hoped things would get better when I got off opiates and benzos, I had no idea how much better. It was super ruff in the beginning and the first 6 months felt like years but the later 6 felt like 2. I am so grateful for so many ppl and am happy to be off the b.s. and more in control. After being on auto pilot for so long it's amazing how nice things can get when you are yourself and in control again.
Cheers guys and gals
Happy New Year to All