Obviously I'm gonna make this short & sweet...I'm 29 no need to get into drug history other than I haven't done any drugs but suboxone in the past few years.
I quit suboxone June 2018 after being on it for years 24mg + per day. I jumped off 24mg cold Turkey by moving to Thailand and just went through the purest hell you could ever fathom. I went there bcuz I knew suboxone didn't exist. I would walk into pharmacy's every day there and buy handfuls of clonodine, gabapentin, xanax, tramadol diazepam and I'd STILL be in horrific bupe withdrawal but as long as I didn't take heroin or bupe it eventually stopped. The ACUTE physical withdrawl from the suboxone took about 4 months...excruciating skin crawling burning sweat freezing hot cold etc...I dont really care about depression that's easy to fix with exercise/nutrition but the physical just never seemed to hault until about the 4 month mark.
ANYWAY....FAST FORWARD TO TODAY.
Just recently like an idiot...I decided to take Suboxone again because of a popular computer game being rereleased it was a big deal and I used to stay awake a long time with suboxone able to play longer. So this past September 1st I started taking 24mg again...I will just keep taking Bupe until I feel satisfied...24mg seems to be my magic #...everyone's ceiling is diff hence why some ppl can handle more heroin than others.
So the past 3 months I've been taking 24mg per day until stopping 36hrs ago...So far I feel fine...not much to put here Day 1 so far because I've just been sleeping.
Before I continue the Daily Diary with you guys I want to ask you if you think that short 3 month stint of 24mg/day will make me very sick for awhile or not? ALSO...for the past month I have been going to the gym and using sauna daily for the past month with tons of rest and vitamins I am currently not working now.
My guess is...in about 7-10 days I will be in FULL BLOWN 10/10 'worse than heroin' suboxone withdrawal that the majority of ppl including myself agree on.
BUT...I might get lucky...after all...Suboxone is the weirdest drug.
I quit suboxone June 2018 after being on it for years 24mg + per day. I jumped off 24mg cold Turkey by moving to Thailand and just went through the purest hell you could ever fathom. I went there bcuz I knew suboxone didn't exist. I would walk into pharmacy's every day there and buy handfuls of clonodine, gabapentin, xanax, tramadol diazepam and I'd STILL be in horrific bupe withdrawal but as long as I didn't take heroin or bupe it eventually stopped. The ACUTE physical withdrawl from the suboxone took about 4 months...excruciating skin crawling burning sweat freezing hot cold etc...I dont really care about depression that's easy to fix with exercise/nutrition but the physical just never seemed to hault until about the 4 month mark.
ANYWAY....FAST FORWARD TO TODAY.
Just recently like an idiot...I decided to take Suboxone again because of a popular computer game being rereleased it was a big deal and I used to stay awake a long time with suboxone able to play longer. So this past September 1st I started taking 24mg again...I will just keep taking Bupe until I feel satisfied...24mg seems to be my magic #...everyone's ceiling is diff hence why some ppl can handle more heroin than others.
So the past 3 months I've been taking 24mg per day until stopping 36hrs ago...So far I feel fine...not much to put here Day 1 so far because I've just been sleeping.
Before I continue the Daily Diary with you guys I want to ask you if you think that short 3 month stint of 24mg/day will make me very sick for awhile or not? ALSO...for the past month I have been going to the gym and using sauna daily for the past month with tons of rest and vitamins I am currently not working now.
My guess is...in about 7-10 days I will be in FULL BLOWN 10/10 'worse than heroin' suboxone withdrawal that the majority of ppl including myself agree on.
BUT...I might get lucky...after all...Suboxone is the weirdest drug.
