- Jan 5, 2021
I have nothing to distract me I never have anything to do everything gets me like so bored. And I feel like everything I've ever had was taken away from me and the people around me were limiting what I could and couldn't do I always felt trapped here and it's not getting any better. That's why I turn to drugs because it was something I had n like something that no one else could take because I was going experiencing it I don't know what to do anymore. I had everything under control I wasn't even abusing I knew my limits. It was only when I needed an escape. They made me love myself and made me realize that what was going on didn't really matter. I needed to push through, get over it they made me find hope. I feel like I can't talk to anyone because no one ever understands me.