- Jan 18, 2017
Hope things worked out. I like the idea of asking your lady to help you. She might get a little mad at first but she will get over it quickly.Got another script yesterday. Already I can see I’m not sticking to my plan. I’m giving myself the weekend to straighten the f up and not take more than prescribed. Then I’m going to have to do something drastic this time, like giving my pills away. Better to not have any at all than dig this hole AGAIN. I know a pill junkie who would seriously love to get my bottle of oxy for free, a great friend who might be willing to hold them for me and just not let me have any at all, and maybe my lady who might get mad but still be willing to hold my pills for me.
Finny thing is right now I’m really only addicted to feeling like shit(in actual pain or in withdrawl) and sitting quietly so I can feel the moment when the pain drains away. Its like great sex — I want the room to be quiet and to be left alone. Only for about an hour. I enjoy the feeling of the pain leaving. I even look forward to being in pain so I can have that moment on the pills .
And it’s hitting me right now. Gotta go?
You guys are partners in life.
Sending love and support your way.
Lost Vet- I am so proud of you and happy to hear you are still doing so well!
You are an inspiration for us all.