^ I am amazed at what has happened these last few days.
A lot of what has been going on in my life has been changing so rapidly that these last 4 days have made me realize everything in life was worth it. I have an amazing life. I am loved. Someone greater than just myself has been alive and around - waiting for me to come up to the surface for a breath of air. They are as infinitely patient as I can be, they and I have meaning.
A message to everyone else : be prepared for the time of your lives. It is coming so soon in so many amazing and unbelieveably miraculous ways that you'll be shocked like I was. I somewhat still am.