Phoenix_rising
Bluelighter
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- Sep 22, 2010
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I'm a male in my late 30's,I've been using drugs since my early teens,been addicted to Heroin at 19 and managed to kick the methadone habit.
My ol mum died in 2013 and it hit me hard,I relapsed after 19 years,my doc decided to put me on Subutex...This time it's time it's been harder to get off. I've been on it nearly two year now and I must say its a shit of a drug,it were easier for me to get off Methadone,so I decided to get a shit load of kratom,I like kratom and have used it many times in the past,this time I would use it to get off subutex. I managed to come down from 32mg of subs a day to .4mg then I jumped to kratom,at first I had to use at least 40 grams of plain leaf to get me through,this I did for about four weeks,but then I started to get cravings for something more,it wore off too quickly,so I had to redoes at least three times a day.
I managed to accumulate a good amount of subutex,because I was craving for a high I decided to try some after 6 weeks without,at first I worried if it would put me in precipitated withdrawal,but no it doesn't,I thought I would only need a small amount,I was wrong,first I railed .4mg,nothing,then I took 2mg sublingual,still nothing,so now I know that kratom is more powerful than thought,it must be binding to my receptors pretty well,so much so that the subutex cannot push it out,so after all that I'm not high...It's almost as if God is telling me that I will never get high again from opiates.
The one I lesson I have learnt is that Kratom feels much more healthy and natural and I would much rather be addicted to kratom than subutex,the only thing with kratom is that even in high doses it still is stimulating to the point of keeping me awake at night,not like subutex.
Long live Kratom!
This post is for educational purposes,to help those who have an enquiring mind and I hope this May answer some of your questions and help you on your way.
My ol mum died in 2013 and it hit me hard,I relapsed after 19 years,my doc decided to put me on Subutex...This time it's time it's been harder to get off. I've been on it nearly two year now and I must say its a shit of a drug,it were easier for me to get off Methadone,so I decided to get a shit load of kratom,I like kratom and have used it many times in the past,this time I would use it to get off subutex. I managed to come down from 32mg of subs a day to .4mg then I jumped to kratom,at first I had to use at least 40 grams of plain leaf to get me through,this I did for about four weeks,but then I started to get cravings for something more,it wore off too quickly,so I had to redoes at least three times a day.
I managed to accumulate a good amount of subutex,because I was craving for a high I decided to try some after 6 weeks without,at first I worried if it would put me in precipitated withdrawal,but no it doesn't,I thought I would only need a small amount,I was wrong,first I railed .4mg,nothing,then I took 2mg sublingual,still nothing,so now I know that kratom is more powerful than thought,it must be binding to my receptors pretty well,so much so that the subutex cannot push it out,so after all that I'm not high...It's almost as if God is telling me that I will never get high again from opiates.
The one I lesson I have learnt is that Kratom feels much more healthy and natural and I would much rather be addicted to kratom than subutex,the only thing with kratom is that even in high doses it still is stimulating to the point of keeping me awake at night,not like subutex.
Long live Kratom!
This post is for educational purposes,to help those who have an enquiring mind and I hope this May answer some of your questions and help you on your way.