You know what I'm so happy about like the only thing that's gone right in my life the last month slightly more is that I haven't smoked meth. Oh yeah I have a adderall prescription which is 4A moderate dose of 40 mg a day but it I know how to say this but I actually prefer it when I take less I got you I feel better I feel more normal when I take only half that much. Stimulants are a dead end
My bandmate and his girlfriend have a farm and they take in a lot of animal rescues. They have a particular soft spot for opossums and I do too now. They raised one from a kid 9whatever they call the young ones, pups maybe), who was found missing a leg. He comes in and out, sometimes sleeps inside and mostly outside but he is around. He will sit on your shoulder and snuggle on your chest.