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They took away one tooth. Others are not as bad, gotta take care of them. Propably running out of bupre but oh well. Gotta taper it to a lower dose anyways.
 
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As it is, less is More with bupre. I aim to taper to 1mg a day. Not sure if one or two doses. Maybe 0.5mg twice a day would be better.
 

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Today I looked around trying to find a shrink in my area. Found one that does Ketamine assisted treatment but cost's up to $500 per session, and their office is out-of-network, meaning that some $35 i pay per paycheck for health care wont cover it. Might give them a call anyway.
Trying to find a shrink is a headache. Most of the ones I tried reaching out to today have a waiting list for medicine-assisted treatment which really suck.
I feel like my anxiety issues is starting to interfere with my sleep schedule now. It was mostly during the day, but I find myself anxious even when I lay down. Melatonin only does so much.
I'm kind of in a fucked up situation. The place I work @ frowns upon any psych help/medication, and the place I am staying at has a 0 tolerance on any drugs, not saying I am looking for drugs, it just makes me feel even more anxious.
I had to hide like Anne Frank the other day when calling my dentist to tell them I was still in pain, because every where I turned was someone on staff, and if they overheard the conversation then they would assume I was seeking drugs.
Worried how this will go. Most places that I've ran into are doing telehealth calls, and my walls are fucking paper thin @ where I am at, and the last thing I fucking need is one of my flat mates listening in on the 'private' conversation between me & the doctor.
Can never seem to get ahead of anything.
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So I was able to make an appointment with a therapist & a doctor. I am trying to figure out how this will go.
 
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I might easily have either hep c or hiv. Fuck me. Dont feel like getting it tested but Its about time.

I hope you do, I don't know what your options are but hep c is curable. Hiv is less likely but if you have it the sooner you know the better.

I wish you luck. <3
 

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Thanks. Hopefully its nothing. I found some new veins too =D

Its a race till monday, propably staying sober and seeing some friends. No coffee, low on food.
 

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Thanks. Hopefully its nothing. I found some new veins too =D

Its a race till monday, propably staying sober and seeing some friends. No coffee, low on food.
Up your magnesium intake if you can at any point. Hemp protein is high in it. It will help calm you down for low bupre
 

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You think Ima link some random shit?

Nah man. Old classics never fade but dammit lil Gray make me wanna never wear a mask or take another vaccine again. Then go back to that bitch kindergarten teacher that suggested I needed pills and tell her I ain’t taking a fucking nap I want a organic apple juice box and to finish Spider-Man you fucking greedy little bitch robbing me of my child hood I can’t even google her obituary bitch so irrelevant.
Ima have a song with him cause he pops the xans and he fucking with peep.
 

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Im thankful for being mentally ill, its made me into a strong person. Though I can see why nihilism is on the rise. Who wants to be alive if people believe in capitalism then make people who believe in peace enemies? Capitalism is only to make the rich richer. Im not harming anyone. "HELLO, I cant hear you again", haha. Pathetic really. Get your morals checked. The choice to not do evil is what makes a good person.
 
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