- Dec 10, 2010
Pretty reckless to just down 100 mg of some compound somebody sent you. What if they had mixed up the bags by mistake and sent you DOC instead? You would have been dead.you can most certainty hole from tiletamine! I brought 5mg of what I thought was mxe from a company I had brought from for the last 18 months with not a problem . My mxe arrived and I measured out my normal dose of 150 mg and took 100 mg of it and lay on the bed waiting for the warm blanket of mxe to wrap me up and take me to dissociative heaven. After about 30 minutes I noticed the come up was felt sharp and not warm like mxe normally does. (if that makes sense). I waited another 10 minutes, at this point I knew something was seriously wrong and that it wasn't mxe I had taken so tried to make myself vomit with no avail. So I lay back on my bed and decided to stay calm and ride it out. I was completely out of it I knocked my chest of draws over and fell on my bed, before I hit the mattress I was engulfed by a thousand white lights and I was gone for the next 2 hours only waking to vomit on my pillow. The only thing i remember was being in a black void that felt endless and malevolent and accelerating up and through white clouds into a gold sparkely sun Which felt false and evil. It was the most terrifying experience I've ever had with any drug even more than when I smoked 30mg of 5 meo dmt. That's as near to dying as I've ever felt, im just glad i didn't take the whole 150mg as im sure that would have pushed me right over the line. After a couple of hours i regained some sort of consciousness enough to realise i had trashed my room and had been sick all over my bed and had knocked my pride and joy my fishtank over and killed my favourite fish it took me a week to recover. I guessed it wasn't mxe but decided to test it again with just 10mg doses untill i holed it took about 50mg. I did this because In case it was indeed mxe and it had just reacted badly with something id eaten. The second test wasn't any better and it just felt cold, uneasy, with second rate visuals and just felt toxic. I Decided to send it off to warwick university to test and it because i was curious what this horrible substance was and come back as mostly being 2-ethylamino-2-(2-thienyl) cyclohexanone (tiletamine) so I contacted the vendor but they just denied everything and fed me a load of bullshit.
I think the tiletamine in the vials thats used in vetinary practice contains a benzo which might make it a bit more pleasant. I love almost all dissociatives but this one I can't see anything enjoyable about it and will never take it again.
Methoxetamine - Warm, cosy, comfortable floaty feeling with nice visuals and an afterglow that lasts into the next day
Tiletamine - Cold, edgy, nervous, uneasy floaty feeling and a terrible toxic feeling to the whole experience that lasts for days after.
So you can hole from it but i can't imagine why you would want to but what one man enjoys another may not and vice versa.
Have fun with whatever you do :D