Did some more tests with this substance. It is a very fun, but heavy substance. It truly is a DRUG and not just a drug. It is what you think a drug should be if you are 8.
I did 40mg, which is the highest I want to go for now. Going to take a break on it though. I have quite some time on hand and work is not that demanding due to the crisis, so why not.
Ok, so my experience. I haven't got a timeline, but it was, I guess, very spiritual and very personal on many levels. I am not a spiritual person btw, I am an agnost. And while this experience did change me, it didn't change that.
I was walking in the garden and I thought I died and was in some sort of Eden. Everything was really beautiful. The trees were shaped like females, in the sky the clouds where laughing creatures, also very beautiful. I talked with a lot of them in my head and we talked about the nature of human experience and morality, which was really interesting. Apparently there are two factions, which have a quarrel. The first faction believes morality is an external thing, something which has to be learned from others. The other faction believes that morality is internal and you should define your own values. They both agree that you should make yourself better according to your own morality.
They also explained that while the internal path is more dangerous, it is not wrong perse. It is a valid choice. It is more dangerous, because you have no real reference if what you think is right is actually right. However most of the what we consider bad people are from the more dangerous path, so there are more people straying and that is a sad thing. I learned I am of the latter category and should be extra alert on how I think about the world. They also revealed some very personal stuff. Something really clicked here in my head.
I guess the take away was, it is ok to not be religious or believe in an universal morality, but you are on you own then. You have to be careful, try to be the best you are and try to become better.
I thanked them and just watched the sky, see them play around. Then I was purified somehow after I made a deal and this has had lasting changes on me.
When the effects died down a bit and I felt not so out of it, back to reality. I decided to interact with the family. I had fun with the kids. We had discussions about mathematics and philosophy, something they seem to like. We had fun building a hut and I then slept very well.
It was a great day really.
EDIT: I build up quite some tolerance by now, so 40mg is no way a good starter dose!