I guess this stuff degrades pretty quickly. I made gelcaps of 4-meo-pcp about 6 months ago. Prior to today, the last time I ingested them was in March,
they put me on another planet at about 175mg. Today I started off at 175mg, it felt good coming on but wasn't as strong as I expected, so I took another 65mg, waited, still not as strong as expected and took another 65mg. That was a half hour ago, and here I am typing away after ingesting close to 300mg. I should be rolling around on the bed, not typing coherent english.
I guess this stuff degrades pretty quickly. I made gelcaps of 4-meo-pcp about 6 months ago. Prior to today, the last time I ingested them was in March,
they put me on another planet at about 175mg. Today I started off at 175mg, it felt good coming on but wasn't as strong as I expected, so I took another 65mg, waited, still not as strong as expected and took another 65mg. That was a half hour ago, and here I am typing away after ingesting close to 300mg. I should be rolling around on the bed, not typing coherent english.
OK you got your wish mr "I don't want to type english coherently." I did *another* full 175mg dose again after I posted that. This adds up to almost 500mg over the course of the day. I briefly found myself in some kind of a psycotic/delusional state at one point, crawling on the floor to dial 911, thankfully I woke up from that before making the call.
It was definitely the most dissociated state that I've ever been in. I'm not sure how to describe it, but at times I felt like I was caught up in time-feedback loop where I would keep asking and answering the same questions, and doing the same things over and over.
Not that it wasn't enjoyable, I brought out the blinking christmas lights (the kitties really liked that), and there were some good hallucinations of colors/shapes/forms/ that only a PCP derived drug could do.
I think I took 4mg etizolam when I started getting too delusional, and 1.5mg lorazapam when I wanted to go to sleep. I'm now awake after sleeping ~7 hours, though clearly still under the influence of one drug or another. Let's see if I can match up my symptoms to the drugs I took:
Walking around like a normal person still isn't possible, I blame that on the 4-MeO-PCP
Yeah my motor control is pretty fucked, still clinging to walls and stuff, that's the 4-MeO-PCP
I'm also having trouble focusing my eyes on things, I'll blame that on the benzos.
My breakfast this morning was a (very strong) pot brownie, a
Pepperidge Farm turnover, 5 grams of White Vein Kalimantan. I am having the most beautiful and intricate CEVs. I also hallucinated the air conditioner saying "cinammon" when I linked the pepperidge farm url. This is quite enjoyable.
I can just watch movies by closing my eyes, if I don't like what I'm seeing I'll just open them and close them and a new scene will appear. I can hear auditory hallucinations via the air conditioner. If I don't like I'm hearing I can look at the air conditioner and it will go away. I'm definitely not sober but I'm OK enough to walk to the computer and type this in a reasonable amount of time. Yay 4-meo-pcp
Here I am still going strong. My heart rate is really high (120 bpm) so I just took an etizolam. I'm forcing myself to eat some rice and beans since I haven't eaten anything since breakfast. I'm going to lye in bed to watch some CEVs. Does anybody have any advice on getting my heart rate down?
Come on guys, help me out with any harm reduction help you can give me. do benzos help lower heart rate or not? based on how much I took,, 500mg, when do you think I will be back to baseline