BK38
Bluelight Crew
- Joined
- Apr 2, 2009
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Yes, I've class 5 days a week, 7 hrs a day for French. I've got a test coming up in a month or so and I really don't think I'm going to pass it. I've got a consultation lined up with my psychiatrist on the 14th and also a specialist orthopaedic doc to look at my shoulder in preparation for a shoulder operation sometime this year. I'm just in a bad place mentally and very depressed, but I don't want to take anti-depressants or get sectioned because I tell my psychiatrist I'm suicidal. It will fuck all the work I've put into these French courses. I feel so trapped, lonely and just...dysfunctional.