Its great your trying to learn about your medication. But, id be careful. Dont f*ck around with it. This is the type of drug you really need a doctor to manage. The good is it may be more effective especially in severe illness that is treatment resistant. However, it can have serious side effects and if your illness is serious enough to warrant this you really might be unable to determine due to psychosis delusions ect. If its good or bad. Therefore, id recommend seeing a therapist too. So you can have someone to talk to about what your thinking and why