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DemonHunted96

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Hello. Lately I have been very horny from the stimulants. I love to just do dirty things.... Even when I'm not high. I've been feeling mischievous. I've wanted to just try and seduce a random dude too fuck... Or even lemme just suck the shit outta him before the girl comes home..

I've been craving to seduce cousins and maybe twins. I'm not a noobie lol but I do wanna know how to make more hook ups happen.... Especially when it is between a heterosexual man....

Is it true that most men just wanna get their dick sucked. And dont care if it's a guy or girl.
 

PriestTheyCalledHim

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Hello. Lately I have been very horny from the stimulants. I love to just do dirty things.... Even when I'm not high. I've been feeling mischievous. I've wanted to just try and seduce a random dude too fuck... Or even lemme just suck the shit outta him before the girl comes home..

I've been craving to seduce cousins and maybe twins. I'm not a noobie lol but I do wanna know how to make more hook ups happen.... Especially when it is between a heterosexual man....

Is it true that most men just wanna get their dick sucked. And dont care if it's a guy or girl.
You are looking for bisexual men. No guy that is actually heterosexual/straight has sex with men.

Don't be a homewrecker. People are going to cheat but it is best to find single bisexual and gay men to have sex with. How would you like it if a man, woman, or whoever that you were in a partnership or married to had sex and cheated with other men or women when you were not around, and lied about it?

The incest fantasies you have are apparently common with meth, coke, or stimulant use. Just read threads here on bluelight or this article. Andy Warhol while being a very religious artist and designer was not asexual at all but kept his sexual desires and which men he was dating, sleeping with, or wanted to sleep with away from the public eye as he was famous.

 
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DemonHunted96

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This isn't true. I believe one doesnt cross the boundaries of gay/bi until they have actually been fucked in the ass. I was molested at age 6 by an uncle.... And this is where it started. But I do at times just wish to fuck my uncle dom style for what he did to me at my young age lol. Personally I dont do relationships. It's always an open door. Lol. But of course I'm always clean. If it seems funny I'm good. I love to be with a man and explore his desires together. A hetero man of course wont let you near his ass. Wont suck your dick unless you really turn him on, he wants to, or if he feels safe too be vulnerable he may just as well become more comfortable with the homosexuality. I've been with "Straight " men who ended up letting me get in them because I have a bigger than average cock and they are so taken by pleasure or on their own they got drunk or we used Crystal together... And they picked up my vibes and one moment were just jacking off but now maybe we are with him and his girl friend, or I do have fantasies about getting with two brothers or cousins. Or even maybe father and step son or uncle and nephew?

That is a fair point to admit. But sex is sex to me. Marriage has no value to me whatsoever. I dare claim to be an addict. And most times i would love to get with the wife or maybe even both friend? Or it's clear from the start that it's just a fuck and I will not be held responsible for their marriage issues because it is consensual. There is no kissing, or love making... Just pure sodomy and defilement. And my favorite part is when she is left confused because her man is "straight" but yet he can sit on my 8-9 inch thick juicy cock like a pro. Or take it balls deep. Because I have learned to fuck like a porn star. ;) And can just work my magic and sin. I might sound like a straight up "Queer, Fag, etc" but im just another dude too trying to engage in the things our ancestors did.... Lile the Roman's and others would fuck one another and would do gay things... Or the Greeks would fuck little boys like the daddy and twink type we have now.... I am insane no lie. But it is true most men love oral, and all are curious about the prostate..... And many have tried their own cum?

Dont get me wrong though. I'll fuck you up if you try to make me your bitch lol, I dress like a man, I talk like one, I dont give a fucl about Seline or Mojitos. I like some old trap rap or some Whisky and Meth. I got tats too. I got a fade and my nails and hair are clean but that's it lol. Idgaf about my acne or shit. But hygiene is the only difference. I almost treat it like a sacred ritual and thus I scrub and cleanse myself well so they can enjoy my body and its taste and smells. And with women I would rather fuck em like a dude in their ass. But it's almost like a dangerous thing bc I can get the cute lil blonde barbie twinks, the jocks, the straight up thugs, or addicts are my favorite.... But I also can get the others and dads or even the big brother types too. Either way lol. But I do too enjoy being fucked in my ass too by men. And too lick a womans clit.

It is almost like a Circus of Sinners and Whores lol. Because I am not apposed to "Porn" or, "Barter an fuck". But I love when I can make a dude better at loving another dick or even sucking one better than his girl or any girl he claims. Lol.

But only fuck the ones who are like me.... Monogamy and all that shit dont flie...

Like my brother and some cousins of mine used to Jack off naked together in the same bed.... Or my brother and I just dry fucked each other cock to cock.... But that's it just foreplay.... Despite I will admit my cousins are studs and I do want to fuck them like I do others.

No doubt demons and Lucifer are meth itself and non doubt when one has become enslaved to meth they do eventually commit blasphemy of the holy spirit because in a sick way being with married ones, widows, family, my brothers girl friend, or my sisters dude at one time too because they all want some of me. Lol. I've never done my sister or mom or any other female family... Because that's different. Men fucking men is harmless. Lol. That's the thing though. All must be 18. They must just submit or it ends fast with them being jizzed in ;). But I like to be with dangerous men who will probably kill me if I tried too get them like most guys would.... Its all about the bond and the pleasures not at all about the connection or the sharing of our bodies..... I also only fuck those who are clean and who are just as wicked.... I wanna make my neighbors husband and his son fucking scream and moan (His sons 19) as I fuck them both. In the same bed lol. But that wont happen. Idk tho. My radar is on point.... and i think they go that way to...


Or i love to just be flat out naked and just fucking myself in the middle of the house, the main room, or in front of the windows bc I know some wanna watch lol. But i hope this makes sense. And I have gotten into DOM fucking because i like to just straight bend em over, lift their legs and get chest to chest and too kiss their lips and hold their hands and body down as I fuck them gently and right so that way they last an hour or.so.... but I wont rape or take advantage.... And no pedophiles shit. I'm 23... But I literally play with my penis or have sex (Usually see the same partner or cluster because they ain't sluts either and are clean.... But.... Admittedly I've been wanting to just take a sweet lil 18 year old newb and straight fuck them and break them in ;) to where they can fuck their lady better to lol bc once I am done topping I usually let em get revenge and get me on my stomach all way deep....... And i even love watching others have sex too.....

This is definitely an addiction. And a sign of Demonic infestation as well..... And i love roleplay...... I admit I do have rape fantasies as a lot of men do... But they are all planned from me literally going to abduct and force them to my place. And then tying em up and fucking em. Lol and the whole time not remembering that it's not a pussy it's another dude so its better to go slow and to go deep because jabbing em is only gonna make em stop. Lol
 

DemonHunted96

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This isn't true. I believe one doesnt cross the boundaries of gay/bi until they have actually been fucked in the ass. I was molested at age 6 by an uncle.... And this is where it started. But I do at times just wish to fuck my uncle dom style for what he did to me at my young age lol. Personally I dont do relationships. It's always an open door. Lol. But of course I'm always clean. If it seems funny I'm good. I love to be with a man and explore his desires together. A hetero man of course wont let you near his ass. Wont suck your dick unless you really turn him on, he wants to, or if he feels safe too be vulnerable he may just as well become more comfortable with the homosexuality. I've been with "Straight " men who ended up letting me get in them because I have a bigger than average cock and they are so taken by pleasure or on their own they got drunk or we used Crystal together... And they picked up my vibes and one moment were just jacking off but now maybe we are with him and his girl friend, or I do have fantasies about getting with two brothers or cousins. Or even maybe father and step son or uncle and nephew?

That is a fair point to admit. But sex is sex to me. Marriage has no value to me whatsoever. I dare claim to be an addict. And most times i would love to get with the wife or maybe even both friend? Or it's clear from the start that it's just a fuck and I will not be held responsible for their marriage issues because it is consensual. There is no kissing, or love making... Just pure sodomy and defilement. And my favorite part is when she is left confused because her man is "straight" but yet he can sit on my 8-9 inch thick juicy cock like a pro. Or take it balls deep. Because I have learned to fuck like a porn star. ;) And can just work my magic and sin. I might sound like a straight up "Queer, Fag, etc" but im just another dude too trying to engage in the things our ancestors did.... Lile the Roman's and others would fuck one another and would do gay things... Or the Greeks would fuck little boys like the daddy and twink type we have now.... I am insane no lie. But it is true most men love oral, and all are curious about the prostate..... And many have tried their own cum?

Dont get me wrong though. I'll fuck you up if you try to make me your bitch lol, I dress like a man, I talk like one, I dont give a fucl about Seline or Mojitos. I like some old trap rap or some Whisky and Meth. I got tats too. I got a fade and my nails and hair are clean but that's it lol. Idgaf about my acne or shit. But hygiene is the only difference. I almost treat it like a sacred ritual and thus I scrub and cleanse myself well so they can enjoy my body and its taste and smells. And with women I would rather fuck em like a dude in their ass. But it's almost like a dangerous thing bc I can get the cute lil blonde barbie twinks, the jocks, the straight up thugs, or addicts are my favorite.... But I also can get the others and dads or even the big brother types too. Either way lol. But I do too enjoy being fucked in my ass too by men. And too lick a womans clit.

It is almost like a Circus of Sinners and Whores lol. Because I am not apposed to "Porn" or, "Barter an fuck". But I love when I can make a dude better at loving another dick or even sucking one better than his girl or any girl he claims. Lol.

But only fuck the ones who are like me.... Monogamy and all that shit dont flie...

Like my brother and some cousins of mine used to Jack off naked together in the same bed.... Or my brother and I just dry fucked each other cock to cock.... But that's it just foreplay.... Despite I will admit my cousins are studs and I do want to fuck them like I do others.

No doubt demons and Lucifer are meth itself and non doubt when one has become enslaved to meth they do eventually commit blasphemy of the holy spirit because in a sick way being with married ones, widows, family, my brothers girl friend, or my sisters dude at one time too because they all want some of me. Lol. I've never done my sister or mom or any other female family... Because that's different. Men fucking men is harmless. Lol. That's the thing though. All must be 18. They must just submit or it ends fast with them being jizzed in ;). But I like to be with dangerous men who will probably kill me if I tried too get them like most guys would.... Its all about the bond and the pleasures not at all about the connection or the sharing of our bodies..... I also only fuck those who are clean and who are just as wicked.... I wanna make my neighbors husband and his son fucking scream and moan (His sons 19) as I fuck them both. In the same bed lol. But that wont happen. Idk tho. My radar is on point.... and i think they go that way to...


Or i love to just be flat out naked and just fucking myself in the middle of the house, the main room, or in front of the windows bc I know some wanna watch lol. But i hope this makes sense. And I have gotten into DOM fucking because i like to just straight bend em over, lift their legs and get chest to chest and too kiss their lips and hold their hands and body down as I fuck them gently and right so that way they last an hour or.so.... but I wont rape or take advantage.... And no pedophiles shit. I'm 23... But I literally play with my penis or have sex (Usually see the same partner or cluster because they ain't sluts either and are clean.... But.... Admittedly I've been wanting to just take a sweet lil 18 year old newb and straight fuck them and break them in ;) to where they can fuck their lady better to lol bc once I am done topping I usually let em get revenge and get me on my stomach all way deep....... And i even love watching others have sex too.....

This is definitely an addiction. And a sign of Demonic infestation as well..... And i love roleplay...... I admit I do have rape fantasies as a lot of men do... But they are all planned from me literally going to abduct and force them to my place. And then tying em up and fucking em. Lol and the whole time not remembering that it's not a pussy it's another dude so its better to go slow and to go deep because jabbing em is only gonna make em stop. Lol
Lol that last part sounds bad but it's not bc always the other person knows what I'm gonna do and has already told me it is okay to do so and to be authentic so not to stop or play like its roleplaying.... And I love love love just getting someone naked and going into the back of the car or into the bushes and backroads or I have snuck dudes in to my room too knowing my father will KILL me LOL he HATES gay men. But I'm not gay I just like to fuck. Lol... But my father and sister and mom aren't dumb lol. They know there son is kinda a slut. And I'm not even that or good looking i just got a big Spanish uncut dick lol that makes most people squirm lol.
 

PriestTheyCalledHim

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This isn't true. I believe one doesnt cross the boundaries of gay/bi until they have actually been fucked in the ass. I was molested at age 6 by an uncle.... And this is where it started. But I do at times just wish to fuck my uncle dom style for what he did to me at my young age lol. Personally I dont do relationships. It's always an open door. Lol. But of course I'm always clean. If it seems funny I'm good. I love to be with a man and explore his desires together. A hetero man of course wont let you near his ass. Wont suck your dick unless you really turn him on, he wants to, or if he feels safe too be vulnerable he may just as well become more comfortable with the homosexuality. I've been with "Straight " men who ended up letting me get in them because I have a bigger than average cock and they are so taken by pleasure or on their own they got drunk or we used Crystal together... And they picked up my vibes and one moment were just jacking off but now maybe we are with him and his girl friend, or I do have fantasies about getting with two brothers or cousins. Or even maybe father and step son or uncle and nephew?

That is a fair point to admit. But sex is sex to me. Marriage has no value to me whatsoever. I dare claim to be an addict. And most times i would love to get with the wife or maybe even both friend? Or it's clear from the start that it's just a fuck and I will not be held responsible for their marriage issues because it is consensual. There is no kissing, or love making... Just pure sodomy and defilement. And my favorite part is when she is left confused because her man is "straight" but yet he can sit on my 8-9 inch thick juicy cock like a pro. Or take it balls deep. Because I have learned to fuck like a porn star. ;) And can just work my magic and sin. I might sound like a straight up "Queer, Fag, etc" but im just another dude too trying to engage in the things our ancestors did.... Lile the Roman's and others would fuck one another and would do gay things... Or the Greeks would fuck little boys like the daddy and twink type we have now.... I am insane no lie. But it is true most men love oral, and all are curious about the prostate..... And many have tried their own cum?

Dont get me wrong though. I'll fuck you up if you try to make me your bitch lol, I dress like a man, I talk like one, I dont give a fucl about Seline or Mojitos. I like some old trap rap or some Whisky and Meth. I got tats too. I got a fade and my nails and hair are clean but that's it lol. Idgaf about my acne or shit. But hygiene is the only difference. I almost treat it like a sacred ritual and thus I scrub and cleanse myself well so they can enjoy my body and its taste and smells. And with women I would rather fuck em like a dude in their ass. But it's almost like a dangerous thing bc I can get the cute lil blonde barbie twinks, the jocks, the straight up thugs, or addicts are my favorite.... But I also can get the others and dads or even the big brother types too. Either way lol. But I do too enjoy being fucked in my ass too by men. And too lick a womans clit.

It is almost like a Circus of Sinners and Whores lol. Because I am not apposed to "Porn" or, "Barter an fuck". But I love when I can make a dude better at loving another dick or even sucking one better than his girl or any girl he claims. Lol.

But only fuck the ones who are like me.... Monogamy and all that shit dont flie...

Like my brother and some cousins of mine used to Jack off naked together in the same bed.... Or my brother and I just dry fucked each other cock to cock.... But that's it just foreplay.... Despite I will admit my cousins are studs and I do want to fuck them like I do others.

No doubt demons and Lucifer are meth itself and non doubt when one has become enslaved to meth they do eventually commit blasphemy of the holy spirit because in a sick way being with married ones, widows, family, my brothers girl friend, or my sisters dude at one time too because they all want some of me. Lol. I've never done my sister or mom or any other female family... Because that's different. Men fucking men is harmless. Lol. That's the thing though. All must be 18. They must just submit or it ends fast with them being jizzed in ;). But I like to be with dangerous men who will probably kill me if I tried too get them like most guys would.... Its all about the bond and the pleasures not at all about the connection or the sharing of our bodies..... I also only fuck those who are clean and who are just as wicked.... I wanna make my neighbors husband and his son fucking scream and moan (His sons 19) as I fuck them both. In the same bed lol. But that wont happen. Idk tho. My radar is on point.... and i think they go that way to...


Or i love to just be flat out naked and just fucking myself in the middle of the house, the main room, or in front of the windows bc I know some wanna watch lol. But i hope this makes sense. And I have gotten into DOM fucking because i like to just straight bend em over, lift their legs and get chest to chest and too kiss their lips and hold their hands and body down as I fuck them gently and right so that way they last an hour or.so.... but I wont rape or take advantage.... And no pedophiles shit. I'm 23... But I literally play with my penis or have sex (Usually see the same partner or cluster because they ain't sluts either and are clean.... But.... Admittedly I've been wanting to just take a sweet lil 18 year old newb and straight fuck them and break them in ;) to where they can fuck their lady better to lol bc once I am done topping I usually let em get revenge and get me on my stomach all way deep....... And i even love watching others have sex too.....

This is definitely an addiction. And a sign of Demonic infestation as well..... And i love roleplay...... I admit I do have rape fantasies as a lot of men do... But they are all planned from me literally going to abduct and force them to my place. And then tying em up and fucking em. Lol and the whole time not remembering that it's not a pussy it's another dude so its better to go slow and to go deep because jabbing em is only gonna make em stop. Lol
I am sorry you were raped or sexually abused but that is not how being bisexual or gay works at all.

There are bisexual and even gay men who are not into anal sex at all and who have never been fucked.
 

PriestTheyCalledHim

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Lol that last part sounds bad but it's not bc always the other person knows what I'm gonna do and has already told me it is okay to do so and to be authentic so not to stop or play like its roleplaying.... And I love love love just getting someone naked and going into the back of the car or into the bushes and backroads or I have snuck dudes in to my room too knowing my father will KILL me LOL he HATES gay men. But I'm not gay I just like to fuck. Lol... But my father and sister and mom aren't dumb lol. They know there son is kinda a slut. And I'm not even that or good looking i just got a big Spanish uncut dick lol that makes most people squirm lol.
Be extremely careful, are you in Spain? How old are you? You are bisexual if you are sexually attracted to men and women or their genitals.

Have you ever talked to a therapist or counselor about being sexually abused by your close relatives?
 

DemonHunted96

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Uh
You are looking for bisexual men. No guy that is actually heterosexual/straight has sex with men.

Don't be a homewrecker. People are going to cheat but it is best to find single bisexual and gay men to have sex with. How would you like it if a man who you were in a partnership or married to had sex and cheated with other men or women when you were not around?

The incest fantasies you have are apparently common with meth, coke, or stimulant use. Just read threads here on bluelight or this article. Andy Warhol while being a very religious artist and designer was not asexual at all but kept his sexual desires and which men he was dating, sleeping with, or wanted to sleep with away from the public eye as he was famous.

That was a good read. All that for some fucking coke? Geeeze lol. They weren't bad looking so of course it was always free haha. Idk dude different very much so... Coke is just as bad, but by far it is nothing to me but a waste. Admittedly the drugs are very much potent these days. And I only really shoot up any more bc smoking is for bitches lol.
 

DemonHunted96

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Negative. I am in the boonies in the United States. Yes I have. But it is an atrocity. And very much hard to talk about. But with my cousins and brother it was when we were kids mostly like 6-12 never when we were matured..... I am hypersexual for sure. But if I need to sell my ass for drugs I will, but I havent and really wont as much as I did. I hustle and now the gang came and we got a strange thing lol. So I guess I'm like the trashy version of the Dupont's 😂😂😂
 

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Don't worry, my fantasies are worse than yours. (Well, that's subjective. But I digress.)

Are these thoughts bothering you? I'm noticing a pattern of negativity in your sexual fantasies:
  • ...to just do dirty things
  • I've been feeling mischievous.
  • I do at times just wish to [...] for what he did to me
  • I will not be held responsible for...
  • ...pure sodomy and defilement.
  • ...almost like a Circus of Sinners and Whores lol.
  • I also only fuck those who are clean and who are just as wicked....
  • a sign of Demonic infestation as well.
At the risk of being accused of Freudianism, I can't help but notice the connection between the old idea that moral cues are imbued in men by imitating their fathers and that you obviously and justifiably hate your father:
  • I have snuck dudes in to my room too knowing my father will KILL me LOL he HATES gay men.
A man is abused by his father (and uncle!), endures a subconscious belief that he is worse than other people, and acts impulsively and hedonistically in response to this feeling. It's textbook. It also easily fits into the usual reenactment cycle paradigm: you seek out straight men for gay sex because you want to be disapproved of. You have become so used to rejection that you can't accept the legitimacy of anyone else's behavior unless they also reject you.

So the question becomes: do you want to change, or not? Because you can change. You can live without these worries. It takes work. It's worth it.
 

PriestTheyCalledHim

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Uh


That was a good read. All that for some fucking coke? Geeeze lol. They weren't bad looking so of course it was always free haha. Idk dude different very much so... Coke is just as bad, but by far it is nothing to me but a waste. Admittedly the drugs are very much potent these days. And I only really shoot up any more bc smoking is for bitches lol.
It was more disturbing, and yet not surprising that Andy Warhol and other celebrities supposedly, according to the twins who were wasted on ludes and booze, wanted to see the twins have sex with each other. It's funny to me how Martha Stewart claims she never used coke or smoked weed even with Snoop Dogg but she let the Dupont twins leech onto her?


Who were the Dupont twins?

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William Terry Krueger
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They were pretty creepy hangers on, last name not DuPont, that sucked up to the whole gay/bisexual Warhol factory, D'allesandro Lou Reed, Nico party time.
At that time, at 54 and at other clubs, there were scores of people just like that that would just suck up to anyone of a socioeconomic class a step higher than they were. Reprehensible slugs.
I like Warhol. I knew he in that group in NYC in London for sometime. He could play people like a fiddle. I’ve never seen anything like it. He was a nice person. Intelligent.
Many in those years in the club scene were real twits. Era much more interesting parties and scenes going on in NYC at that time. This is just my opinion of course.
 
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