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Deep Sick of it all.

we are not the same they said
cause they didnt accept the game that we played
neither did they understand the price we paid
my mind made me sick again so i prayed
 
that was nice

i always wanted to go to england
but i was scared.
lol.
the fog looks pretty.

like morrow bay.
and half moon.
 
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i guess imperfection has it's flaws too
 
"The sword of time will pierce our skins It doesn't hurt when it begins But as it works its way on in The pain grows stronger watch it grin."
 
This is shit. I cant even drink alcohol at this point.
Byebye drugs pretty much.
Developed a little aspergers obsession with drugs and its already coming back strongly.
Who the fuck needs thoughts when you can have schizophrenia.
 
No wonder I feel like actor I got many faces
Tho this shit is fucking typical for nutcases

No wonder I love my little finger from time to time lol


The cunt is a literal retard she fucking loves boybands
causes all the fucking problems and loves attention too
like confusingly stupid bitch and I wish I was lying
She even crosses her legs on a computer
and has yoga thoughts from time to time
but no lol I feel bad for people who get to know her
she wants to be your girlfriend and has even said stuff like that irl
a salem witch and a stupid bitch who googles every thing
goth girls give a hard on and so do all the boys
but you see she feels the most so its only 90% bad
 
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I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't want to make you face this world alone
 
who are they when
they hover that way
will the drones that fly over
all kill us one day
 
Im beyond useless im like open book
and cause i wear black robes call me babadook
shit reflects with the past
its simply fucking sad
now im empty yesterday i was mad
its hard being this bad
even my looks are a curse
cause women look me kindly
i dont deserve that truthfully
yeah i crashed
 
My soul used to be in that body down there.

This makes me think about my experiences with dissociative anesthetics, particularly when I used to use the Agent Lemon extraction method to trip on high 3rd/4th plateau adventures with DXM, as well as my experience after my surgery coming out of a coma. I was on hydromorphone, morphine, lorazepam, and ketamine. Also, I have been administered ketamine in a hospital for clinical, refractory depression twice now, and it was quite the experience. Once was IV 10mg (which was much more intense than I thought it would be, but I was in withdrawal from venlafaxine, clonazepam, gabapentin, and temazepam and had been starving myself for a week), the other time they administered 320mg IM (yes, that dose is correct). That was one of the most intense experiences of my entire drug-filled life.

But I'm right there with you, man. I think we have a similar soul.
 
I hop between personas and always have
learned coping behavior some see life as test
today i look different as fuck maybe its for best
ten hour sleep gave a real rest
 
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