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CoastTwoCoast said:
At least you got out when you realized the type of person you were dealing with. Just try not to let her keep you angry.
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Its been a few years, I accidentally saw her and her new bf on an app and all I could think was someone like that doesnt deserve to be happy. An untrustworthy, vacant, selfish, one-minded corporate butt plug. I cant believe I sacrificed all the women I was fucking to be in a worthless relationship. Itll never happen again. As soon as it clicked that she wasnt getting my money she left, tried to throw things me and my family gave her. I just want to watch her hang til the vultures come. Deep down I know her life will be miserable because she is incapable of hapiness.
 
OrbitalCombustion said:
Its been a few years, I accidentally saw her and her new bf on an app and all I could think was someone like that doesnt deserve to be happy. An untrustworthy, vacant, selfish, one-minded corporate butt plug. I cant believe I sacrificed all the women I was fucking to be in a worthless relationship. Itll never happen again. As soon as it clicked that she wasnt getting my money she left, tried to throw things me and my family gave her. I just want to watch her hang til the vultures come. Deep down I know her life will be miserable because she is incapable of hapiness.
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You already know the new guy is in trouble so don't worry about it. That anger you're holding onto is only hurting you, not her. You've got a lot to look forward to. I can understand why seeing her bothered you though.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
You already know the new guy is in trouble so don't worry about it. That anger you're holding onto is only hurting you, not her. You've got a lot to look forward to. I can understand why seeing her bothered you though.
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I went to therapy for the anger but it was futile; Ive been to court-mandated anger therapy, also a sham. Its blind and driven physically, I have no control over it. I feel like hulk, I just want to smash.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Realizing you wasted your time does suck. That's how I feel about my last relationship. Being single is fantastic.
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Thats part of what pisses me off, I was working for a major hospital at the time having stellar sex behind closed doors with all manner of nurses and secretaries, hot af, but I let her get to me because I was obsesssd with her ass and fucked off on stims st the time. Some part of me takes joy in knowing that I brought her down into my evil lair and ruined her mind, body and soul with meth, nothing she would have done had I not manipulated her. The last thing she said to me was that I was her biggest regret and she hoped I died on a street corner from a heroin overdose. Of course that was triggered by me telling her I was never actually attracted to her and I had to think about my x-strpper gf when fucking.
 
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OrbitalCombustion said:
Thats part of what pisses me off, I was working for a major hospital at the time having stellar sex behind closed doors with all manner of nurses and secretaries, hot af, but I let her get to me because I was obsesssd with her ass and fucked off on stims st the time. Some part of me takes joy in knowing that I brought her down into my evil lair and ruined her mind, body and soul with meth, nothing she would have done had I not manipulated her. The last thing she said to me was that I was her biggest regret and she hoped I died on a street corner from a heroin overdose. Of course that was triggered by me telling her I was never actually attracted to her and I had to think about my x-strpper gf when fucking.
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Damn, that was a really toxic relationship. Good thing you're apart. I don't think relationships are worth it anymore. Too much BS.
 
OrbitalCombustion said:
When I was living in LA polyamory was the way everyone is going.
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In polyamory, you'll have relationship discussions more often, depending on how many people you're with. Plus, you have to buy each person you're with a gift every holiday. From what I've heard. Pain in the ass.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
In polyamory, you'll have relationship discussions more often, depending on how many people you're with. Plus, you have to buy each person you're with a gift every holiday. From what I've heard. Pain in the ass.
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Good to know, I honestly just had 2-3 females I rotated with throughout the week/month, I didnt get them gifts but I paid for everything.
 
OrbitalCombustion said:
Good to know, I honestly just had 2-3 females I rotated with throughout the week/month, I didnt get them gifts but I paid for everything.
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Yeah, it's different when you're just dating and not in a relationship. Polyamory is a relationship with multiple people. The gifts are required at that point.
Being with one person is a headache enough. Haha
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Yeah, it's different when you're just dating and not in a relationship. Polyamory is a relationship with multiple people. The gifts are required at that point.
Being with one person is a headache enough. Haha
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My roommate had PA going on and you could tell his main lover was jealous, deep down. She was only it in because he wouldnt have it any other way.
 
OrbitalCombustion said:
My roommate had PA going on and you could tell his main lover was jealous, deep down. She was only it in because he wouldnt have it any other way.
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Yes. There are those situations for sure. There is no way I would ever put up with my guy being with someone else. If he made it like it was an ultimatum, like he absolutely has to be with someone else, I would kick his ass to the curb without a second thought. No woman should stoop that low where she's sitting around and being jealous because she's allowing her man to fuck someone else.

A lot of men just want to test a woman and see how far they can push them. I don't play that. If you cannot be monogamous, get away from me. These women make me sick. They act desperate enough to accept just about anything. No self respect or dignity in that.

As soon as she agreed to go along with that, I guarantee he lost all respect for her anyway.
 
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If you message me again i will take one of the guys I'm working with and give him a blowjob to send you the pictures
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Yes. There are those situations for sure. There is no way I would ever put up with my guy being with someone else. If he made it like it was an ultimatum, like he absolutely has to be with someone else, I would kick his ass to the curb without a second thought. No woman should stoop that low where she's sitting around and being jealous because she's allowing her man to fuck someone else.

A lot of men just want to test a woman and see how far they can push them. I don't play that. If you cannot be monogamous, get away from me. These women make me sick. They act desperate enough to accept just about anything. No self respect or dignity in that.

As soon as she agreed to go along with that, I guarantee he lost all respect for her anyway.
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I got the tail end of the convo & trying to catch up. Seems interesting..What “situations” are these? That are out there? And explain this test? And these desperate “acts” where women accepts Just about anything, having no respect or dignity, for themselves, that makes you sick? Fill me in! Lol
 
Balancing Monkey said:
I got the tail end of the convo & trying to catch up. Seems interesting..What “situations” are these? That are out there? And explain this test? And these desperate “acts” where women accepts Just about anything, having no respect or dignity, for themselves, that makes you sick? Fill me in! Lol
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Polyamory. It's when you're in a relationship with three or more people and you all know about each other. You're in it together.

That situation in particular was where a woman was in a monogamous relationship with a man, but he wanted to also be with another woman. She just went along with it. I was talking about women who just go for anything in relationships whether it be cheating, emotional abuse or physical abuse. No one has to settle for that nonsense.
 
If you flake out on me, I'm not even mad. God closes doors for a reason.
He weeds out the people who shouldn't be in my life. If that's you, so be it.
Means something better is up ahead.
 
We were the universe the stars and the purity of our union so grand amidst the unfading ecstasy dancing in our illustrious palms

Those ineffablely infinite intertwining of souls exasperated by your aesthetic perfection never-dwindling only anplifying the untamed beauty of the cosmos

Dont let me turn from your gaze Queen of the Ages hold my hand with the tenacity of the atomic luster from which my being delves do freely

Take me into you again as we did effervescent kids swimming in psychedelic pools of designer innocence

Ill meet you there where the fire burns bright our fire that fire the light so right i miss the flame of our unending dance that superfluous tango the insatiable mango-flavored fractals of our love resting on wings of doves being escorted through spacetime by the romance of the celestial heavens

Oh never could I miss anything more wheres the score I swore we’d never part never gravitate towards the blackhole of our separation and scatter to the ends

Ill forever be lost in our secret garden world we created

Eternally yours my Queen
 
If you keep telling me what I say is odd eventually I won't say it. Congratulations
 
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