pillsizwatuneed
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 6, 2003
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Right this is something i've been asking myself for a few days and i can't answer so i thought you bl crew could help.
I used to be a regular pill popper until september 03, i mean doing it solidly every weekend friday and saturday night. This was until the pink bacardi's the perth crew will remember being so widespread. After one weekend of been off my tit's the following weekend which included much rock and no sleep I popped a bacardi. The whole time pilling i just wanted the e to just fade into nothing i hated the roll and wished i'd never popped it. I smoked cones the next day had a panic attack and blacked out. So after a lenghty break off weed i started smoking again which doesn't really have that many negative effects so i thought it was just the pills.
But now a year and a bit on I think I'm ready to drop a biccy on new year's. The only thing is I've got to much anxiety of what happens if it's another bacardi episode, or maybe that was just a sign of not to bother again. But yeh i really want to but at the same time what if i can't handle it, i know what it's like it's to late and you have to ride it out for a few hours.
Is there anyway I can just pop it without having these anxieties in the back off my head worrying that i'm gonna fuck up??
I used to be a regular pill popper until september 03, i mean doing it solidly every weekend friday and saturday night. This was until the pink bacardi's the perth crew will remember being so widespread. After one weekend of been off my tit's the following weekend which included much rock and no sleep I popped a bacardi. The whole time pilling i just wanted the e to just fade into nothing i hated the roll and wished i'd never popped it. I smoked cones the next day had a panic attack and blacked out. So after a lenghty break off weed i started smoking again which doesn't really have that many negative effects so i thought it was just the pills.
But now a year and a bit on I think I'm ready to drop a biccy on new year's. The only thing is I've got to much anxiety of what happens if it's another bacardi episode, or maybe that was just a sign of not to bother again. But yeh i really want to but at the same time what if i can't handle it, i know what it's like it's to late and you have to ride it out for a few hours.
Is there anyway I can just pop it without having these anxieties in the back off my head worrying that i'm gonna fuck up??