you were right, early billy corgan can play
this is tough bc i'm not most honorable dude but based on couple chat sessions i actually felt respected by him, maybe we just synched up at right time
mostly bonded over silly shit, like music, predicting our own futures, and other stuff you'd talk about on a porch
this happened like 5 months ago and i just found out about him and axl within same fucking minute,why am i even here now, there's no connection and tbh i'm not devastated or sad, just bummed and educated
sorry for everyone who was really tight with him, i'm pretty distant with ya'll on here and it always felt weird but now i feel validated, why even engage, i don't have the armor strong enough to cope with real shit
for whatever reason it doesn't feel overly sad, i don't think he had a huge fear of death, despite having so much love for his kinda life
i couldn't imagine having a family member going thru my online shit and having to tell people ' he dead, srsly stfu ok bye thx so kind'
losing a son, gives me shivers, don't know if you're still around kytn but hope sour emotions have fleeted away from you and his family, acceptance is all that's left