Well he swears blind he sent it, and if would be his first no show in 2 years. It’s all vaccum packed etc.....can stuff just go missing sometimes, or just a missing 1 class package mean it has been lifted?! Just trying to think of reasons why I didn’t turn up, but my special delivery from him did....
Special delivery is, well, special. They have to pay out a shitload of compensation/fines to the sender if the parcel isn't delivered before 1pm the next day, provided it was able to go the the last post of the previous day, so 99.999% of the time, a special will arrive.
Now with 1st class, they aim to deliver either 90-95% by the next day, but have no obligation to do so and can take upto around 2 weeks to do so. Shit gets caught up in the system for a multitude of reasons and vendors of the DNMs sometimes lie about posting untracked mail, sometimes put too little postage on, etc etc
I used to order lots of heroin and coke through the dark web for years, most of it came the next day, some took 2 or 3 days, but everything turned up eventually, even stuff with too little postage, although I would only get a card saying I had to go to the sorting office to pay for the extra postage over 7-10 days later.
Basically (and I know its easy to say this now I've not been using at all for nearly 2 years) just relax, you are hyping this up in your mind and the comedown from bashing near a gram of MD is making it exponentially worse. Your postie doesn't give a fuck whats in your mail, the sorting office workers don't give a fuck, they don't have drug dogs running up and down the conveyors 24/7 in every office and the very few scanners they do have are looking for shit like loads of lithium batteries or pressurised containers that can't go airmail.
Still I think it would be better if you got rid of your last pill, not because you're gonna be raided, but because this recent sesh seems to have taken a significant toll on your mental health and you took an unhealthy amount of MD and doing any more in the near future would make it much worse and will take longer to recover from
I never thought I would post in EADD and get told I’ve taken too many drugs. You’re right though - it is far too much MD to be taking. Time for another 2/3 month break!