SWIM is desperate to chat with someone who has experience with IV cocaine use. She's been using cocaine nasally with her partner for about 10 months (which was her first personal experience with cocaine in general), and she discovered about 5 months ago that her partner was hiding IV use from her and confronted him about it. She's not naive to IV drug use, but has no personal first-hand experience, and a million questions she isn't comfortable asking the people in her life. Questions range from what average vs heavy IV dosage entails, where and why the hiding and secrecy stems from, as well as more deeply personal aspects. She feels like she is going crazy trying to cope with this alone, and is basically in a constant state of panic attack. She feels like any insight, or just conversation, with someone who has first-hand experience would help relieve her constant anxiety.