Whoops I typed a lot lmfaoHopefully the ginger helps pirate cat lyfe is ruff :’) I actually appreciate the preachiness, I’m very open to listen to people and value honest/information. I feel bad putting my family on the spot but then again I am alas just a cat at sea, but I would go as far to say all my older family members I grew up around were addicts to things such as heroin, meth, bathsalts, alcohol, pills and the works. No shame to them or anything but I can’t say it didn’t help growing up and seeing more overdoses than I can count and blugh I’m going in too deep on my past. Basically, I’m very confident with my boundaries especially since it really shaped who I am today I know a lot of people say that and stuff and I can’t tell the future but my will power is strong and with meth, heroine, and other opioids I know willpower may only pay so much if I even try it so I just don’t have any want or urge. Curiosity, maybe but there’s a saying “curiosity killed the cat” and I’ve seen people say they can use meth to get things done and so forth but it’s just not worth the risk to me. I’m very very lucky my parents have recovered but I still remember things. I think the right word instead of confidence in that phrasing would be I just have a hatred of those drugs and while I love people in my life who still use them, I hate the drug itself. Coke I’m more okay with because I’m pretty broke and I have people in my life who I’ve discussed it with and my coworkers know too it’s just a once and a while thing they do it every now and again when they hang out. Another good thing about that is, I don’t have access to her person and she wouldn’t give it to me lol. I probably sound very defensive, I’m not trying to be I just don’t want to give the impression that I’m going to follow my moms path. I guess I get a bit defensive lol but not in a ““ way I don’t know how to word it but I think you understand what I mean. Bluelight actually made me really understand the seriousness of research, I found out taking lots of cold medicine increases your risk of a stroke and I found out the way I mixed it with adderall is actually pretty dangerous or I think I remember seeing that here. But I reassure that I will and definitely research a lot now I really appreciate the forewarning, advice, and wisdom. Also yeah I quit smoking cigarettes for two years after smoking since 12 and I would say the time I tried to quit drinking redbull was possibly the worst week of my life. I reduced my intake though I used to drink two 5 hours with them. I plan on cutting back more once I can figure out where to buy faygo again, they took it out of the store I work at .
and sadly no but probably for the best I don’t know how I’d explain that to my grandmother if she found it lol
Thank you!! -Seasick Cat B)